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ǰӷ·һҹ֮ʮ꣬ԭһ˿ͷҲĴôһǷϵɳϡ
˿ָӹ١
ֶ߽ľĻ档
û̵ˣǰ̻Ҹж̵٣вѪ˿ȻѾüûϢˡȻļ˯˯νǰϽ˯ʱ侫ȷ룬ȴԼ......
Ȼ뿪ºܶˣ˿ͻȻƽ߸ϵˣϵ㲺ޱ¶Լǰ̲סᡣ
ָ֪ӹΪʲôŵ˵ûбˡ
ֶߵǰ˸񣺡׳뱣塣
׳ҵһЦһֶ̣ллԸæ
ֶҡͷҷڵ¡ҲĹҲŵһԱ
׳ӵ̻ҸУֶҪ֪ɳȥ˴ڡȫûбҪʧһӢ
ֶͷ֪ʲô
׳˵ҪһǰȥôΣյԣֻϣԸ......ô
Щ׬ƱˣѪ棬սƵһһ죡......ֱӾңͶ˵۹ιЩѪ棬ȴҪ𱨣
׳ʼҿԣֶæ˱ˮ
׳ƽԼˮһ˽ǲϣȥģΧźܶѣȫԺһߵøԶ
Ǵսıߣ͵Ϊĵ۹
նûбҪҲ
ֶʵ͵ұżͷɡ
׳˸У仰˲ѿˮ˳ȥ
ɣص̣ôˣûиϹСӵԻ·ֶƮ˻òˣ
Ҫ̶ӵţȥ̽׼ȷ꣬ݻٱ߷ļϵͳΪСڻ룬ûԮǺΣյ¡
ԽǿԽܳɹֶɫ׳룬˭ѻȵùң
л褱ǿ
ûǮ
ԼǵĽսǿ
ûǮ
ɺͷжıá
ûǮֶһӣ豭˵
......׳.......Ǯ˲ǰɣ
봽һٵԶȱϯ
ˮսΣſסԼûаҵֶԿϡ
ԣֶ֪¡ԱѾ˾ֶǵ֮ѡ׳˽ģҲ졣
Լ̫Ѩƫƫʱ¡
ֶ֣ǰ
ֶߵ׳ǰȿڣб㱻һ
õǰһŽɫĻƣװȽĻףרõͺš
׳Ҳգ̫ˣֶϻ̳Ͽ֣оס˼Ԫֽ
Ҫĵˣ׳˶ⲻ𰡣
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СֶԴƽΪСҪҪ
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׶Ҳҵ֮һڲ˾Ͷ۹鲻٣٣͵ǼʸۿһĻ
һĻٷ֮ʮ߶ڡ顱ϣ鹫˾Ļ߾ҪǮֶ
ȴƽ
һҴͷɴͣڸۿڴԱװػȴûһ˿˵ǲӰȻַǷȴûһ˿һ

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ܸһݸߵ۾ӣ۾ԴʯϷɴǾе
ԺӰǳ̬ҹӵֶĵ绰ŵ죬־ظϹȴԷӰûм
̬ˣΪʲôܸ£
٣˹ͻȻ
ȥôˣ˹
һֻļ򣬲˹εĿֻ֣ͷ⿴ֶЦһͷ·Ҫ̤Ϸɴ˲
˹۾ҽԺľѾ𣿡
Ϊ˷ⷢȣֶ
˵ʲô˹Ͷ䣬еû
......
ңװˡ˹Ц㲻ȥô
Ϲ˵
ǲϹ˵Լ֪˹۾ҲҪǮ׼ɽˡ
ԣҾǲôֶԼĺѣеѲ˹һ
ͷһξôϹ˫ҲǸѡء
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ֶ֪λڵʲô취òȥ׿˽Ĳ˵û˱ʡ
˹ԱѾ˾ֶ״ε˵ҲȥǲҪˡ
˹ЦһΪҲ֪Լȥġƿ飬㲻Ը⣬Աѡ㣡
ô˵ֶԵʮɣ㿴ô꣬ʧܹһβñ໽У
˵仰ʱųǿţǡ
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Բ˹˵˵һĻлл
а˹˶٣ͳӣ֣С
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£
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ĻѾôֵǮˣô˵;͵ģ
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˹ʮ𾪣׳Ļףǿ̨ɺš
ֶͷóҫ
ǲ˹æѸײڶٶսԼڴ˶࿴һ۶УôĻףպպá
ֶ˵ٵꡣ
лҪ˵һԤġҺǰ»Ҫ
ҰϱӼһֺãһصʦư
Ȼ֣ϱӺŵ»ҪһȺë,˴
ˮң½Ӱۣܲá
ҰͷһΪԼΪ˼,ǰǲǰ̫?
ȻЩΪʲôÿҧгݣ
˿˵ĺ޳̽ҰûһٴγǰĻҪô
޳ش𣺡ص㡣
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װһɴԴʯɴʻ찲ظۿڡ
һžװӻڴ
ڳĹԱͣеĹо񣺡׳
Щû˿㱻䵽˻ҲûԹԣѪǿֱܵӡ
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׳֣ŷɴʻǺӣϵĽβΡ
˹׳ڵġ......Сӹ࣬ǰھʱˣý̹תΣա
׳һ˭ˣҵĵǻףҪСӸҹһᣬҲƨɣ
˹......ֶԽԽˡ˵Ƿǳǿˡ

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ЦЦ뵱˻꼶ѧԱʮӢȫֶӵѪ
׳ƺҲֶɵĺ£һսϵѧսϵ˿޵
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ɴװŴԴʯֶţõӣȥִΣյ
ԣɴϣֶ඼ǴļͨˣǽļţΪʽԱȻ̤Ϸɴ֮⣬Ϊֶڻȷһ
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˭Ҳ֪һܻˡ
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Ȼ۹ԣսȻ죬ǷչǼʳ̶ȣսѾӰҵ
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ο÷ɴõúã͵з鱨̽ϢȻǲʵ£һǿҵķԵ۹ͳζǳصĴ
ΪֹȻ˴ղȴҲûöԷһֵˣڼĴϣ˫õˮ©
ҲΪʲôֶѡ
ȼˣûֶ֪ųֻ֪̽飬Ǽ̣վһߵսǹֻ׷棬ͬʱڴת
ֶ˳ͨǰ漸ۿڵļ顣ʶĺغྣ̸ֶЦͳȥ
صߵеԴʯһӣˡ
ɴոɣ۹ȥ
۹ĿƼϵ֮䣬Ưյĸͨ裬γͬ֩һĽṹǹҫ±飬ÿһķɴ
ֶҲ޶亹ĲƵᡣ
ǱߵŹӼڣЩķɴԲͻᱻķ顣һߵվһŵ۹ʿӥһ۾עпɵˣֻҪ֣Ǿ̵ʱ粨ɴס
ûͬ飬û֧Ԯţֻͽ־塣
һηɴͣڵ۹ĹؿϣֻҪͨǾʱȫˣСؿΪ塣
ֶǡôЦӭȥ
سþװһ˿سֶкҪǮˣʲô紵ģ
ֶЦЦʲô磬սĺ˭뷢Ҹ㣬ҲӣһǸ߼ԴʯҵôĶ
˵ţͬһԴʯس
سܺˬаƾǵĽ飬ӻ治Ǹ¶Դʯôһʶȷʵ𡣡
Ǻسݲݼ󣬷ֶͨ񣬱ĵȥ̵ˡ
Ǯķܶࡣ
ֶķɴʻؿֶųһȥ͸濴ȴͻȻ֣һʿҴͺسʲôسɫһ䣬͵سʻԶķɴ
ֶĵһֱá
ܵʻУʻԱȵȫǰϣ
ʻϵ˶֪εĿģֶȫΣڣҲԵɣϵɴҼһ˳ȥ
Уֶ룬µзѾ֪ԼԼĿˣ۹֪ʹȴֶ֪ųԼܱ¶ѵڼ飿
׼ͻƳ涴ǰҵĻȥ

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ֶ˵仰ת߳ңɺţϤһ²󣬴ӿͨ
ɴȻ˵Ѹٿ涴ܿʧںɫĻУ㱼䣬ֶɴеԱվŴ⣬Ϲ
ֶ书ܣױȷɴС̫࣬ı棬Ȼһе۹ɴ׷
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ӣͷһα˾ң쭵S
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ˡֶľڲߣʻɺţһּܵٶȴӷɴײһ죬ɴײѿһ޴Ŀӣȫʧ飡
֧Ԯ֧ܲԮ
ǵȲ֧Ԯˡ
ɺݵվǺУΧǲƵķɴֶûɱˣʿȫˡ
.
ţ˵ʲôף
һҡŸ߽žƱĺƼĶǵĻȡӴŵ۹רõ·ɫϳŹƣü壬Ŀ¶⣬Ե𺡣
󳼵ͷɺš
۹ָʶĦڣˣ°ɡзִ硣
Ȼˡ
ɺţôţڸʾ
ڱݺһšǲҪˣ
һ±ñ䣺ȥҪԴӣ
.
ֶףαװһͨˣڵǲԶһϽ䡣

ŵʱǿǽܵȫѵһαװ˿ڻ¡
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ٴεǸŮӣաﳤȥֶжһͨп
ڸղţѾӿڴɴͨпȻ治֪ôڳȥ
һж˳ڣαȥǵĴƱȻ˳ϴѲʿ˽׷аŪԡ
ˡֶջڵϵĻףڸղţѾڳһСֵǵͼоеĿĵء
һ־ŵңȻǸСŵĿңֶ׳Ķϵͳ֪ȡȡּȨޡ
ʱһݱߣǵСѾץסȴԭأĿŵԮǽѹڼȨϡ
ֻҪɹǾΪСȡʱ䣬ų·ߡ
˿̣ս϶ţֶҪֶɡ
ĴӷɴˡֶվɴһصĲֿУ˿һܵĿӣ˽ȥ
ɴ䣬ܵӣûע⵽һ˴ӹܵĵط˵ǡ
.
.
ֶп࣬ôôù
컨͹ܵǰǾڸղţԼ·һȺˣһˣ潻
ŵһҶ
ܳԡ
һˣϤغܣܵսѣ֪֪׵ͬ顣̧һƤԷ֪ʲôˮһ־֪ҪʲôϷϾְؽ𴲣Ҫ٣ܣ˵ʱͽ߼ҹѹıӲ׼
ڣȴǵ۹ĴɱȨľָӡ
һˣƤӵܵԴҪˣдź⣬ɣ󳼵Ļش⣬ϾͻῳԴ

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ƴȨһ̣¶˾˵ĺ汲й֮޲
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ûг°
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Ƭ̺ϡɵĽŲԽԽԶֶϣŲûˣ಻٣ʮȫԶˡ
һ
΢ǣ׼ǰʱо
䡪ǰĹܵըֶ϶ʱѪɣҵʹһʱȣƿĿֱֱȥ˵ݺˤڸֻذϡ
ǾɲʲôʱͷȻ͵ôһûз֣
ǰվ˿̾ǹڴһ̣׼ֶڵķһǹ
Ž͸ذѪһ˿ŭ
ѹסЦˣƣ˭ⲻҪǮô
ֶ³һѪˤеңܶ˼߹ǣЦø飺񾭲
Ǿ֣˾ֱˣԲѷòͷ
ߵֶǰ£Цڵ㣬Ҳܹ񫡣
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ɲǼ伱ȥ
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һڵ컨壬еĺһ㳯ֶȥɱң
ֶ̲סЦⲻǷϻ𣡡
Ȼ롣
Էһѻֵһǹô
Цü䣬·ǵڼ꣬ҫ벨⡣ѪҺȾʪ˴δЦЦĿƾȴн۵׺һ
͵緢˵ʱһģһ
̲ȥˣǰһֶֶһ³һѪҵʹò塣
һ......
ҲڣһѪں䣬ǿȥ
һţͻȻоؿһʹͷؿڿ˸ѪҪǮһӿ
ſĴԽѲҧгݣ˭׼ģ
ֶעʧȥʶǰ仰̲סҪڳ˭أ
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ͻȻѹӰбǵ㣬һƬãΧûеƹ⣬ڻϡ
˿Լ֣СԼĵȷȷˡ
Σ
ʲôǲ
лҪ˵ŰǣǮĿΪΪϵУ
˭ȥ˭ȥ
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ڼ£оԺо׵ĸ»ҵ츳ʹԼҵ۹ʱһľѸٸϵ۹
......ǵģ̫ү˺࣬Ϊûһ˼̳²ֿɵõĹѫܵһһ죬Ұӣ㽫̫үҽԺ
ʱֶˡ
̫үڲʱһޣ̾Цˣãô϶ǸϽ
Ȼʱүӵĸһ̫үܴһʲôʵֶ֤ȷǸš

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үһϲ߽ЦøˣӢüëҵһģһʱɷ˵˿϶ҵ
ֿԼϼ˵Ϲû˼ۡ
үӣճӤûüëġ
˼ۣȴ۾ӤŬ˸ۡ
үӱСеһӸˣһӣԼָϽȥӪԼռ
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ү۾һɣȥȥռ˵ҾͲӶ˼ˣ
ǣֶûвξھӳ׳ˡ
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ǣŻ׳༸ǧΣڹǻξӵޣ걨ȴҪÿθĳϵλá
ٵ˵һֱռţ͵˼ʲôʱ׼ˣֱӿԽ
ƾʲô˭ôһֱռŸʮ겻֪֪ξ˶ϵȦˣ
ǣֶ˳ҵӪƽ޹ܵ˺ܶۺơ
ȻΪʲôֶԼʵžһƸһӣ
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·ˮҵԼ̨սܴţƣһ·˳˳ˮֱ۹ս
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ֶϽǰߵϢڵһƬȻ
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.
ʱĳצӣС첲Сȣ˳ԼΪͷֶؿǰĸףӸ׵ͫУԼ۳ˮС
⺢ӣôСôùôһ㶼ãװӻģնϷһȰүүǸ಻ģСӾ͸иСӵӡ
......ҲãҲõĻ˭Գƿӣ
ֶһ͵һ飬ƿףЬԼķܡҳһ澵ӣžԼģϱɶµʱֶ𾪵Щ
ô£Լ......һأ
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ֶ͵תͷͷһ죬ø׶ۣ
ֶȴûио˿Сֽȭͷǰģ
ףţôˣ
ħԵЦͨˣ
ֶ˵Ǿ仰ô˵ţԭΪ׳Žͷζʫ
ף.....
񾭲ɣ
ֶԶǹңʮС缰ʱ֣

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һѱסֶǲŵƽ̨ϳˣôʼ˵ˣ
ûƣƽ̨кܶ⵽ҵӣһ˵ľ޷תΣա
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ֶľһС̫үȻһƨڵϣҲҪҲȥӪҲҪξ
̫ү۰ӣæֶӵӴҵСڣξò㻹ϡˣ
ֶ̫ү֣ڵɢǷϵϢҾǲϡ˭ȥ˭ȥ
ֶսѿһĻһŵ
ôھӴľţȻƽʱܴ˵㣬Ҳоýͷڶأ΢עͻϡ
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̫үʼƪ۵˵ֶ̣ŶشԼϵľġ
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̫үûèӹܺӳȥ
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лҪ˵֣ҾֱӵҲûʲôë
ΪĶҪ޶ϵĲࡣ
˵ʲôӽˮˡ
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վĵطת˸Ƕȣɽڻǽı̫үŴһƬա
׼ʧӰ١
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ŰԼסүүĺĸֶ֣һƵ˸ĴָȻƨɣһˡ
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ߵǽ߶ȷʵԿּҵĴͥԺһֻڴϣһֱֻ˱ȽǶȣе֡
ǶȲã˲⣬ֻܴǽϣ޷С
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һСĻұȥǼǹеĵطûжݵش˳ȥϸ⡣
ҳŹϣ˳
ɻǵͱԼһԼ˶֡ȻûпǼ˽٣ĵ޷Ǿּжд̵ĵ۹
ôڼ顱һƺԶ
ǲּҵģ
˵ϵʱѾ½˷ӣڴŹĹҵǹ˳ƺҲûҵκζ
סŲȨҪְ鷳ȻϣɱӣϮ˾ռߣֻߵķܺãֶûпǸҲûеóѵĿܡ
ϵü̾Ȼˣûʲôˡ
ڼҵСִкֶ
ҵд𣿡ֶؿ˿
ҵ£ȿѧ˵СӻſſЦһʲô
......ֶͷۣʱ䡣
ʱʲôأСЦ뿪ѧ磡
㶮ʲôֶһɣ̵ĶʱģԻ㣬ҲԸܶʵڹĶ
СӲͷ룺ҽŷָĳɾʮŷ֣ʱԻ𣿡
ˡֶط룬ܻᱻһ١
СӸϽȥ˻֣ת뿪Ҫˡ
µ΢дһ˿ںĩ٣µĺûڰӿԽԽĿ׷ɢĻҳϾɵĻٴһƣòİ׳˸΢Ĺ⡣
Ȼֶʱûŵ򿪴ӭһڴȻ㣬Ȼ󱻳ζǺȵû찵ء
ѵûпѧ𣿡ָؿ
лˣֶ˵ϵĹ棬ͯѣ
˵ʲôָĮֹ㡣
ʰ׼ڳȥָۣŻֻҪǾУȥܣʲôһҪ绰
ֶߺһ㿪ԼͨѶһĻͶӰָٵһŻ׵ĸͼװƣúϸΧͶ۹⡣
ôСö
ȻֶһɨСϷĿⶼƿˡ
ͻƲ㣬·һƲѾӰ̧ͷȥɫϴ̫Ĺ˿˿ơ
жõǰһڼпӽס˳Ա
СЦǡôһվķӡ
ֶһۣȴ֪Ϊʲôе㲻ԾˣؿżпеıӰ
ӿͨѶݣָʳָ֮ϣٵǰ˸ơ
ͨ˺֪ʲô˼ֶ֪
˲ĺͷˡ
......ǶԵ۹Чҵơ
û˵дʹ
һվܿ͵ˣп˷ֶԼƱûеԼվ㡣
ƱһӽͰվԶԶȥ
Կʹ
ֶһ·β棬խӰΣϥ΢΢ڵϣ̽ӹսǴͷվԭأͻȻͷ˿ϽԴ˻ȥ

9


ٽͷ̽ʱѾʧˡǽߣӽֽǿ⿴ȥ
һƬĴ󹤳ͱƷɣԭΪ˽ӦýйƣɢʯͷĸѻõǣտĵطûκӰ
Լ°ͣȥˣΪʲôҪֵܵط
УȻѾĹΪʲôûмϵͳӺȻôһ·ɵؽˡ
Ǿʹˣ
ͻȻһϸƺڷ𣺡Ҫߣ
Ȼбˣ
˳ҹȥԼǰһӣشæֻһõĿǰʣð˵ա
ʯ΢һߣмĿյ¶վĺӣΨһС޵ϡﻩվǰĴͷкŵúһ
Сӿûй˼ɣ·ÿ޵ԽкԽͿӦͿ޺һϣһƤ
ˣ÷ѽͷкһ䣬Сղסȴѹر͡
ҲлСߴߴ嵽ԼͬͣԭͰĵطһ޺ҲɢڹĶҲʼ֨졣
Ҫ߰......ͷкҲе㺦
طƫԶشĳмڳ丽ԽԽСϾûԸǴ͹ʵضǨƵߡ
һҪҪһºܽڼ乤˹˿ȴû뵽һȺĺӡ
ȥһ俴Сļ́ͷͷŵķ򣬡ôȥ
ΧǧƪһɵʯаĿն¥һڻеֱ۹ڴߣѾ˻ҳԭǸ쳧
ͱˣôȥ......
˳ĬˣĿֻſʼӡһкͷù˿һܿ˿һǲǻ˱ˡ
󣬱֮侲˼֡
Ӧ˵İ......ͷкĴ˿Ҹղˡ
Ҳˣ
һȺͬҪ˵ĸģ߸СָŲͬĵط˵Է
˱ˣкһ˵ڣǶҪҵġ
ƾʲôŴͷ͵죬ֲʶ㡣
ܴǰͷ濴βҲ֪ʲôԭߣֻһضϱڲԫ
Ҳʶ㣬ǶȥŭȻ˵ôɣ
ֶ῿ǽǴǵĶԻһֲ˽ȥִֻһȻЭȥҲĸϡ
ᶯǲԶһˮߣʹڳֵĴ»ƶһСطսˣȱһӣһͷȻһȺ˴С۾ͶſȻֻ̡һԴˣͣ
ôƬһС˿ǻӰﶼôݵġȻͻй󣡡
ͷкһƺԴϣôܣ㲻Ҫˣ
صķ߹룬ߴವû˸һͷȥûⷽȥ룬ϸԼʾűĺë͵
죬ϵأտĳ ѻɽķ˴ûо飬ӦԴʩûС
Ҳ˵仰󣬼ӵϸɳɳ˶ʱһ
СĺӴ˸£סֱۣڷҲûܸṩ
ͷһ......Сǿװ򶨣Ȼ߶ȥ߶ͷӡ

10


кһ޳Ҳң
һʱ޹ģ˿ˮ뻺һգ˵߰ɣûжû˵ڣĵŶ䴫
ڸʲôһ
˲ɢ
棬ģУ
......ЦˣûйǸˣ
Сͣһͷߵػع
Ȼһ䲻С׵һƤһͷëͷϣЦʱСѣƯСʮ־£õĵ̲ĻȻɡ
ֶܿ˿ʲô
˭ǿ챻ˣ߶ͷк
ֶһ㱻˻˼ҺȻתȥ˲ͲϹ˫ۣ
......ǵһοôߵģͷ⡣
תȥ......ؿڣ̵ˣ
СķǺܸߣͷǺܴԶȥһԲİǵ
......
ֶһѷһ߳ģСӵĶԻʱ򵨱⼸СҲ̫ţҽһһ
Թؿ......ҲǱģ
ֶ˿Смĸͳβռһϯ֮أǴûйȻʶǴǵĴǸ
еۣѰˡ
ôܵˣʣΪƫƧ̤ҲֲûµĴȻֻд
ʵʵش𣺡֪һˡ
ֶſ˵Ȼʱֶı̣ϵһС㡣
ƺֹƺ룬һСϻתǰô꣬ϲͿײлˡ
ſ£
˱һŵôԭأ֪ô죬ȻϮ͵˵ڵϣ
һСһȻƵϣ˵Сɵˣһƨڵϣȵļǰ䵽ϣ˲佹һƬ
......֮䡣
ֶƴСɳ۾ȴ쳣ҧ죡ƶٶȿ㣡㵽ƷѺȥ
⧲
һʱûд˽ôʱָӵֶǵ֧һԣͷܣ׷ȥֶǰܡ
ƶıϣԲȦƺȽ
ӵͬʱֶǰ˵ӵ˳ͷƤȥ͵һҲ˳㵽˺棬ʯԳһ
̫СȲϴǰʻиܶܵͣʶڣҲ㲻ȥ
˳ԺһƫͷСȫðǿ
......
СԭϲúÿС¶һ֣һ¾ȦһСá
ٻͷȥʱѾظƽҲҲˣҼûвĸλ
Կ϶ǣǶһڡ
һ̫ͻȻ˿ʲô°һҲûУȺô죿
·˲ҵĹǣ߸ȫвֶˣʵոʲôΪʲôҪǣ
ֶ͵пܹбõԴڹ硣ԭзϵͳôܻʹáղŹǵģǷϵͳִĻǽĹΧڣȻͼ˷Ӧ
һƨĺãؿ
ֶ˼ҲԣŶô֪
ǰһȺɵ𣬾Կʹ̫ʡˣ֪ǳˣĸż

11


ΪҲ󣬽ѵӲǰСǲ֪£һһ㶣ͷ絷⡣
֪ԼǨŭЩСǱܹҲԼܱģ˦˦֣ĵطȻſʯϣ¥һⷢ
߻ϲˣһϱгһŵĵԴһ·ƣôһķϵͳͱˡ
ûԲߣԶͻȻ̽յƴĹڵγ۵Ĺߣֶһ㤣һĿȥôлˣ
гģͷкŵһצ㣡
ȷʵצ㡣˱һߵķӻҪ߳ͷԴԲ˸еֱۣ棬Ȼ۾ȴѾϾɣӦԭݻ٣ȴֻըһ壬ھȻܶ
Դһ۾ͷתڼ˾㤵Ŀ£ߺ¡ƶ
ˣֶƴϽҵطʶ𵽣

ɱˣȲ𾯾ҲݾߣϢǳʧٵ鵽ٵĻһڣһ£߻㹻ʱܵ
ֻǲ֪ΪʲôЩ˶Щĺӣ
˸ܣ˲䰵ֶע⵽һһĹǽϣĵãļؾȻȫˣ͵һɲ
ȻĴûɲסţײײһѪòվס˽ţȻ˽Ӷײγһͳֳ
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ڴĻеԽԽͷ߶ͷǰ㿴ǸˮûУҪš𣿡
ľսһȴɫ졣ƯСر۾һգһգ·ӯǹ⣬˵ʱ֣Ϊһ·ܣӤʵϴ΢졣
һɫ죬˵ʲôûһζصͷãã֪ˣ
ֶڣ......վǸ£˵ܵʱǸӺܡһָȻһ仰
Ҳȥͷֵҡͷһ߻һߺˣƾʲôҪȥΣպòã
һ˴ֶͷûΪΧ˶ֶ֪䣬˺Է׷Ķ󣬡˹ȥ
ͷ֪ǹں»̬ѣ߶£״ΣƾʲôҪİ...........Ҳ񣺡ҲģҪؼңĹҪˣôԣôܳȥ
СıŵˣԶһֶȴȥץļҡĿԲ㣡˵а취ҵģ
ٳҾͰԿǵ
СƢͦ
ܰ˼ʱ䣬涼Ըܵ𶯡ͷѹջǾϡСἷΣԸֶ֡͵һкϣ˳ְᡣ
ûоʲôԣСȴֶһָߡ
ߡ£ܵšͷֱתȥγһ΢ӾǣպǴ

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ͷת
ܣ
СܵӺ棬ͷǴ
ֳֶڻϣȥ˳̶ֽ֧õӳӿϳһһťСԷ죬ȻǰС͵Ľ
׼жͷ
ڹϣͷȻȥùסȻѾܲƣǽ䱩ƻǷ
ǵһͷɹƻ
˸һȻҲʱצǿ룡
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צצڵһһĹ֣
ֶĵ΢ĻһȥͿҪǵ
˭ںٿأ
ҷɣйϸмͷ䣬һүǧȴû˼ȥƴڰＷֹ֡
ĻȻӴҲǸˣͼģʽʶֻҪ߾û⡣ֶǶÿ첻ܱ׷٣ȻܹӾ˹ôֻΪűˡ
ͷصĺϽе˵ߣȻ˳˳ȥϾɶûʲôֵ
еĿϷľһ±Ȼ۵ĺ⣬צһ£֫峯Ϸȥ
컨ϣȫǸѹߡ
צ廹ȫûмͱͷһ߽ϣðŵ⣬ʱˮһȴǴɤڽˮšˮܿڶű߽ϵİצ㣬ȻԼؿ
ˮӸѹ磬˵ǳ̼ˡ
Ҫըˣ
ֶ𹭣кܹȥܳ㹻Զľ룬һ죬˽ֱӳ嵹ڵء
Сȶˣ˵ʲôͷ˶Ҫֶϣ......Ҵûô룬......Ҫ裡
ֶһߵһ߽˳üͷҲܺÿ۾г۶Щͯǿܶһݸɾ
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ҪЩϸڣ֣ҵ˼𣿡
ޣСָһ˵ıӡ
ָŵ˷ҡͷ
ˣ͸ҡӵϼһʯͷе˵ߣĿ˿һȦҴǳȥ
һ·أֶбȽϺãһҵ˴šȻŽţϽŶɿҿȨޣΧûڵķѣǲóȻǰ
ͷ룬ֶãҪҵҲܳȥ
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˰ˢˢŤͷﷺ̹⡣
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ֶ̾˿㵱꾿ôӮڸӵģôҪ¶
Χ¶°ͷ˼һԼУȻ̹Ȼװʲôû˵ӡ
˶λǾͺðˣ¶λǺ󣬾ԮӦúܿͻֶȴܾЩģһ̤һֱ±ƣôһ£ǰܻıĻǲٵǸпУ
ԮԺ˿϶ˣǺô죿
Ǹ......ô£
סɤţǾʹҪߡȻ󲻵Ӧȥ

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ȥְ˽ŽסΣյģ
ǲҾȫһ仰Ѽ˵ȥ
ûмСۣٶʵܿ죬ķûмһҹȥϾͿŲ
ӴñӣīȻڲĻϷּأĻ棬ƺͿ԰ҳ
ֶСڽȥ
ӵͨѶûпѹԼֶȷڣ
һ
˵ûû⣡ƺˡ
氲˲䣬ֻһ
һģǶˡûãﵽǼأҵȰɵ
ĳĿģվţȴǵȻôһ
١͵ںŵֶ
һŤͷǸ߶ͷΪ»£ͬηηţѹͣ
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ɤűЦݴ̼ػһ
Ӿ۾ز鿴ءͻȻסˣط˭
ϾһѹǹϣſȥŰ֣ȻŤδȫȰǹָ档
һˡ
΢΢ɣȻ̤ȥʱͻȻһӰͷ£ͷһӦϾͱһͷҲסǹָͷϵһǹȴػǹڵϡ
ʲôˣ˻𣬡
ֶվǿƽǹ׼һǳɣһǹһֱֻ۲һѪۡ
һᶼûиԱ߾һѲӣһϣ֣ԭɤӿ챻ˤ͸о
ۣɤŲţô򵥣Լֱ
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ҪҸӽˣȾԮ˾һߡ
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ת˼ңǰһ޴Ĳ̨ʾͨͨţӦû˿ַͨңҵһߵ
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ܿ˿Сݼª̨ٿ߼豸
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ֶŲ˹ӲڰӸһȺСһЦСһڽҧѪҪǮһСԼĲӵڵϣ㶪
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׷ܰŮСӰɿַܵ¶Ǹһ׷ֱǲǲ
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ҲˣҾСͦµģˣôС޲֣е׷ס
ҲԡҳЦˣĺӣôԶ
ԮԱɵչһƬ˵̺ʽȶ
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Ǵϵķõĳ÷ȽƫƧҪصҪȥתۿڻ˲С
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ʱһ˹Ƽֻһˣ㻽Сѣֻһ𣿡
ֶͷȥǴɤŵİְ֡ɤŽа׺ĸҪְӦæѲȴҹ׺˫ж౦ӡ
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ֻСԽį̲ס۵ͷԭǸļҳΣ˾ȻԼںϲƣѹСôġ
ֶԼµ֪ԷԲʲô°һԲСһƬ
ְÿ춼æз֡͵ûкͨѶ
׳ڵͷúӡ
أ
......裿ϵأֶסˣƺ֪ôش
ϸ￩һ£ʲôʵɣ
Һܾûпˡֶ˵ְҲ֪ȥ
ʱѾûӰûֲͣСȻʡ
׳ڻ뿪˵ʲôʱ׺ܹһ͵һߵֶ׶ҪЦˣƨɾʹֶЦԸӣɵشһߡ
¸ۣ
ȴתҪһʱ䣬ֶضڵϣǰùһεĹһ˵ڵϣһһ飬û˿öʲô
˼
˵һʲôûзǰͱһں֮ȥ
ǵ۹ļϸһʮĳߡȻ֪ЩûãԷʲôʱͷ

16


ϻ˸ԲԲΧʮǣȻһط˸С㣬Բ֮һߣעϵǺǵľ롣
εڼû˿ӡ󣬲֪ôβ
Χ·̧ͷȥһҷˣֱϣҪһˡ
׺˹ôһѽ
ֶбۿĵһ֦ѵҪô
һ֦ϾͯδСһͯߣҳվһ߿ţе
ֵõİɡ
Ȼ˵վڵĦ£øɸɾ
ۿڲ֪ʲôʱ˶ûʶʱΧѾˮйͨдŮҲѧģɫǰе
ôֶһŤͷһĳԶˣתȥ׷
һͬʱûϵͻȻת⧲£ֶײڵء
ԽѲƽ޲۾͵ϵ˶ϣ˫һ㶡
Сӿ۾ƲӦǸСүһǾµõɫëڶͷϣ¶ڱʯһ۾ײڵأ΢С죬ãȻ֪롣
䵭ƿߣ·ǰ˲ڡ
ֶȴͣߵ糱ˮȥֻʣǰˣһͬĺӣ˲ʧ
ϼܺãԲϴ
лҪ˵ǰйû~
˳
ֶڵϣǰˣͬʱ͸ԶգγƺÿãһĻһĻһӳǰ
ǹֵױɷĻʧȥһȣͬʱеҩѾ꣬ۿоҪΧһ̨ʧȥֱ۵Ļ׷ɱڼһ·񱼣ûеȵԮȴ漣ػ
˲ܼű׷ԽԽԽԽ죬ѹڱ׼γ
ͻȻҡҡͷѹǰ¸ۣϤˡҲû׷Ҳû
ļһ򶼺ܺãͬһŵǵסӣҶһЩͻ㵥ӡ̡
Ǹˡ
ɲ˼ϼල˽һƣֻļߡʼնûк͵ϵĺ˵һ仰
׺ֶûиءΧдѾæֶ£߰߰;͵һ
ֶһץסֱۣ԰Լȥ棬һ¡
......Ӧֶһ˳ȥ׺ԭش˼Īس׷ȥ
˼ֶСײˣæǸһ̧ͷȴԽѲһЩ˱һҷɴȥ
ҷɴѾۼ˲ˣѾľƱѺ͵ķȴʱ˼ලţžվһߣ̣бۿ߹ˡ
ԽѲָͬľƺǰ·Ѿٱϣ
ȴû뵽һܵ΢ؿڸߵĺӴӺ汧סֱۣҧ˵һ
ԽѲȻȫ·ƴ̣һҪ˺˵ĺ
ֶȴûע⵽תǧٸͷЩʲôˣҪ͵ȥ
ʱûһʲôüͷɨӣڶûϷ˼ӿٶȡ
Բ߻ûͱ³ƿʲô칫
ϼһ߿ţ̵ǽ˴ȥۿÿ޴滹зɴŶͣǲ̫ܵá

17


ֶƿĲһߵȥҺ˺ܼһ·˵ϣǿǿվסˣ·˶Сȣһͬô³ԴһҲ֣
Χ½½Ҳͣǲͬؿܶڶ֣ԼȷʵһԽѲǰȥ
ִеһǣʼնûпڡ
ˣֵҲɢȥһѵҲ׼ߣֶȴסʵ磬Щʲôˣ
˱һеĻŭţشŶġ߻ûҲҵҹԽ͵ɽĶҪǲͳȥ
ֶĵֲá
ǻ͵ʡ
û¶ͷӣش֪Ҳǻǣڵǡ
ֶ˼Ƭ̺ȴʧЦôС˵Ҳס˶࣬Ȱ͵ҳȥ˵ű֡
ֶѣˣллȻѿȾɴȥ
һϢ......SǱܣó飬ͻս......
ϸ͸ԡ
ֻֽʲô......
ԽѲһαס΢Щʧ
壬ֶܲ۰Ͱ͵ʵ
һǸµСʱ᣺ô㰡㷳˵űֹһΣʧˣҲƲֶֻּԽѲŲӺǶԿ
ԽѲûйӣƤܺڣֻ߰ӣסֱһͱѵۣ⣬ݹᾹǼܰƤͷϵİ̺۷죬׺ݡ
ֶѩѩ׵ĳĸ۹ܺãƱҪŵСүƯüëƺĿûдﵽأѹš
һͻ뷨Ժ
ǲⱲ......ǰδעˣ
Լ̶ֻܶϸıδ
˼ԽѲһü˵
˵ˣǳֶ۵ϣһȦۡ
ǰ䵽ԵûûоʯԺû˹һԺĵҲûгãڵϵʵ̫ңԶг߻ʵԶбϽ룬Ƕϵʿ˳ȥԼʵۡ
ʵû꣬׼ĵ۹һںгϵӻֻԽѲֳ񣬱˴̤ķɴɴûзɳһ룬ܲ˴̼ȥֻʣһ˼ܡ
û˺˵Ҳܾͱ˽˿Ǿģ׺ֽ䱸еССԲ뷽跨͵ɽǣۿҪվȽŸҪߡ
Ȼǿ˭˳ۡ
οҲӸе׺ݣҺ£˵СֶϹһ㣬˫۾в޶á
ֶˣëҪը㲻ٱңȻ󼷳ᣬֽŲðȥʹסԽѲͷؽб
ܺãΨһȱ㣬ҲСˡ
ô£ϼע⵽ߵߣʲô
˶ĵطԶȱֵˣܶͣܶСӶ֣Ȼ˫սԽѲҲƵ÷ˣֻ뽫Ƴȥ
ֶǾ÷⼸ҲˣһƤ׺ûעֶߴ󺰣ڸʲôѽҲҲ㣡

18


ң
ԽѲ⼸걾Ͳ໰һ֪˶ٱСһ仰ˡھͷһսûסԼַŵֶϸ׵Ĳϡ
֪֪Լʲôɽ۸ޣ
׺ҲһȰֲʶô˿ţ̫ˣ˰ɡ
һ仰·ԽѲɿ֡ԣǣûȨΪΪǰСүÿһҪСһСľ߽Ԩ
ֶ֪ôͣS̫ϡȱÿһǿ鱦ôܷŵֵط
Ȼ²Ա¶ڹϡ
Ͱ׺ûãתͷȥҰְ˭֪ҾҪǹܵң
ЦˣСѣ岻үүҲû취Ĺ涨
ֶ̾˿װС˲ǳܺװҲ˲ǳ˭֪סŸϽꣿдѵֶν£һãڿֻꡣ
СԽѲϣԽѲǰߣҲǰͣ˽ŲܲܽҲϷɴɣ
׳м佩ֵӣ㶣ȿ죬ͷк졣
ֶһ㶣ӴҲֵģ
Ȼϳ˰׳ڣȻǾֱϼȴͬǳ٣кҵĺӣ
׳ֶ֣鲻Ըɿ۾ȴһֱԽѲӣֹʧһһСضŶԷ·ҪŹǰĲ
ֶַƽԪ˧ӡ͵
°ͶҪϣ
ּүӵӣ
ߴ˽̸ĿյֶԽѲСֹ·̸
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㲻Ҫȥ
ͻȻŭһ¾Ϩˡ
ԽѲоʲôΥĶĿ˳΢΢㣬ʲôµģůůĶȼգս촽
Ȼ֪Ҫȥʲôط
ǵһ˸ﲻã㲻Ҫȥ
˭עһ޿Сעˣ޲Ҫ͸ůʱçײͻȻ˽
ֻţȴ޴Ρ
׳ȥȰֶʲôأ˼ҲԸ⣬ֲʶⲻǾúͿԾ¡
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˭˵ǲƽģòױֱһʼͱǡҲԽѲģһʼûֶ
ֶҡͷ׳ҲסͬûۿȺǲߵ
ҺİɣǷһڡ
뿪
˵Ķһ뷨
ֱ......ƽδѸС
Ϊ̫үӣ˵ҲûôˣСүҲָʾȥͻڡ
ܸһ𣿡
ֶ˵ѵ˵˵ǰ;ɹΪƨĲϼ
»ΪǸϰɣ
׳̾ʵһҲʲôش⣬°ɡ
ֶüЦȴüײҲͨҪһ񣬾һҪкϷļ໤ˣԼԸ֤ˡ޷ͨڡ
ֶ֣໤ˣң
죺......ߡ

19


һֱԶǱģԸ·Ҫ·ôһ·ߡ
ִµʱֶĽЬһС˵ҪңӦȻ˭Ҳߡ
˵ŽԼһգԽѲһ
ԽѲ
ɳɤ˵㾿Ҫʲô
̫ʱܶ˷纮˵ɤӡ
ֶһĴȣҾǿ棬һǸ˲ţҪΪⷢȣ
˺ԵؿСЩּСүɿַܵĴԣʮ֣ǹƪ
ֶ˿ܣǱš
Ǽҵ彫ܿ԰ɣ
׳˵䣬Ҳˣֶûж׵ĹϵǾһ˵񣬽С͵ȫĵطȶʵȻûбҪȥ
ߴԽѲϴһֱ˳ܵС̧ͷޱؿһۣȻ˵߲ˡ
˵ţվߣҽһƿʾ£Ȼֿˣ粵Ĭǽ
˿ƿ˳õĳĬ
ǵǰӵּ̫ү
̫үǿԪ˧Ȼ˱ܶ굫Ǵû˸СԷÿһ·¶Ьû⿪ˤһŵС
үʮش󺰣ֶڸʲô
ֶرţػغүүҽͣ
ʶһֻǰȥȻ˳Ȼرڵأǰ࿪žߴһԴ泯أ̵ͦСӾͳײˡ
үӣ......
û˵ӡ
ԽѲҲѧˣԼĽţֱֻϥǣֵ÷ǳ޹
ҳͼҳ棬һ߲үӿһֶģ治Ǹ¶ּһһֶȻϲǾҲһڷ
Ǵһӣ׼ˡ
׺ʼյ˸壬ɵ죬ԲĻΪֶڿԺһˣȥˣֶȴﻹһˣϲűˡ
׺۾ôأ˵һǸʲôϡģ
ֶŸȥˣûʶ˵Ьһ΢˫˫סֶһߵȥȻûеϣԽѲۼֿ죬һѽĺˣֶȦżػм߸ߡ
ֶοļ򣺡С顣
ԽѲֱȫǹͷûм⣬Ǽܽʵȥ˼ҵ֣رӲʵԼֻ
ԽѲŴ˵˷£Ь⿪
ֶ߽ţ⿴༴ǲ͵ʱ˵ָ̨ϵĵפص˷ָ
Ȼе飬ûˣȷģǲ𺦴档
ȻҪľȥһ׵ļ໤ˡ
ﰦ̾ΪС˼δ̫үָǰƣӵĿⶢԽѲڵӣһ뷨
ֶ˼Ȼֹ
ԽѲ̫үӣȴ˿¶ƣûһ˿ɵػش𣺡ҲҪӻ
Ҫ뿪ֶͻȻĿڣѹ𰡣ⲻԴ𣿡
̫үȴЦˣΪʲôҪ
ѡ£ȴҪӻ¡ԽѲʮ侲شʮſµǣлİҲԸҸ鷳
̫үĹȵڵϣԵþ壺ҵӺҵ۹һãЦһӣʱ񡣡

20


˿ü𣿡ֶԭǱ𣿰
үүЦеؿֶ˰ɣ˼ԼĴ㣬ܸܲһ˰ɣ
......ֶ˵̾˿Ϊʲô
ԽѲֶӣ˳ֻȥͷĳүҲ˭Ҳȥ
ң˵ҵĶˣҪȥ
ֶ˵һܼ򵥵£һ;һؤûֻҪҳھͿԣûʹ뷨
ʲôֶû塣
ԽѲҡͷûظ
˵ûѾˣ겻Ը⿪ڣɤЩɬŷݿɳƣ˵лл㡣
仰ֶſ֣Īϱӵսѡ
һֱΪֲܵԵĹɵ̫̣Ҫµĳд˵ϴ񣬼ͲεԣһԽϳɣԽͦΡ
ȴһСеġ
뵽ĸĺӻǰһϳɣüĿͷʱ׺ʲô¶ѹľս
̫үֶĺûдžװ죬ֱӶԷʾһأӣڴٴμ档
ԽѲֱϰŻɫֽı־֣֮ڵϣ¶һظЦлл
ֶô۰Ͱ͵ؿԽѲɴˣһᶼ¡ۿת˼Ǹˣʧãã˺УܿͲ
ֶ뵽ټ棬ѾһԺ󣬶ǸʱԽѲѷâ¶
һ꣬Űʮ꣬۹λʵ۵ǻֳѾβٸֳǣͷֿ۹бİڱս󣬳ɹͳȨ۹ʹϳ̣һսּүӵս䣬һӢ۱һٶꡣ
˫ĶսǩƽԼǼʱҵó׻ͨޣǵοԱչҪ˱ƽ
ǰ۹ұţ漴㱻ɿѹʱ䲻ӣ˭Ҳ֪ʲôʵ۳棬СŲѰţûע⵽һٱ͵˳ǡ
Ľ죬һƪ۹Ĵڰ۹ǰ˻ҵ̫һŵıɴǿдҲûġ
͵۹򽻵֪ʵ۱˵ȻմȨʵۼܿգɵ֮֮
˫չƼ׵оڼ˿Ƽģƽ̨˫ʱ仹УλˮǴߣÿ걨سȻѡԽԽ̣ЩıʵϲĽ
ĿŵϣǸҫۣǰˣҪѡһˣӦδ֪δ
ֶԼδţƵǰ;ãԼȫ¶Ƕ壬˧ǻ۵Ļ˳һ֦
֭š
õС鲻Ը߶ˣɥػصսžһ
ҼǵõܵԭɼǱҺõİװģÿ֪˭һֱʮֵۺϳɼأ
ֶ棬ƺΣûŶܵʮֻǼһֱǾʮ֡
ƺһŮЦһ£˵ֶǽأҲоʮ֡
۵Ǿվ⣬ޱ飬־ǲǲЩˣԼطţʡԼ¡
ıһʮֶĵǿ˵ôǵĿԶϸۣ

21


Ů˻Ȼ򣺡Ŷˡ
㣬ˡ
Ҳʱűһ߿ΪŵƯСվſڣһеؿǡ
׿
ԭЦŵȻֹƺЩ죬ʹûпվŵ˭Ҳͻľϡ
Ȼǿһվſڡ
ڱ˱˵ˣʹԷֻǸëûгĺӣùҲƲĺȴƤˣֶ󣬲㲻Ц
һֶˣ
ֶ̲شӦһڳޱϲؿˣ׿ԵЦҲҲסˣͷ˵ѹֲסȴҰݰ賤
ʲôʱôˣŹǺӣð麹
ԸԼСǰʾӲͷƤӡ
ǹù̲סȿڣֶˣôԴ氡
ͬʱҲڷֹħˣȻСƻǿһɨȥȷԼۻˣһѣվſôô޺
ǵ̸ΣĹùãֿҲı磬һӹɡ
ֶͻȻħԵЦˣôˣ
ȥһͷײ
׿Բԭȥܱǰһ󷢺ڣ
ͷǸް޳ܰСǼҪӦʱڿҪѪˣҪѵܹЦĸǰչʾԼĴȣԼѸٰθһ㶼ˣôððʧʧԺͬһѧ԰ʲôļǵʱ硣
֮ͷĺܹĳЩн˵Ľǳɹġ
ǷĵؼмҳĽٹעСİӿ
ֶӵĶӡ
ҵСЩҶˣôĨӢأֶһһʹΪ
֪֪Ǹ֪֪֣ͯ
ֻ͵˵ˡ
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ҳѵܹ̾һ䣬ിꡣ
˴СɿԷ˳ۣ޲ðЬ׺Էϡ
СôŴ̸׿òϱһ뿪˻
һţ׿αЦһգϽֶʮʮвڵĻңҸ㣬ҡ
ֶͬʮԷһ񶼷Ƿһ˿˼̻ػӻ֣жԶԶ
׿ԾͲˣҹҾ͹̫Լ˰ɣ
ֶ۾һתٺЦվﲻҪɵ
׿ԴŭȻתܿվԶƵؿԸܺӾҪ֮ȻҪ㷴ɴ˳⡣
ͷⰻȻȴɱ紺庮Ϊ˹Ŀ²ûкܴ¶ȣСӴ·㹻ֶΪʺõĺܣһ͸ҳš
ּһܴͥԺⲻϡ棬ȨǮ˶ĲǵķӺܴһҲסˣķɨһ£ԽӴˡǵķԭûôүǰɱǰѺ֣ȴӽǮ΢нˮ·Ľ𶼱ת˸Ժӻ̷Ժ󣬼ġ
ϷĿͷλãԣǻԣ˵ֶĸ뿪ǰֵģôûлķϣɼﻹǱĴ
һƬطһ䣬ͬ泯ŻԣȴǷŻ豸

22


û˹ֶԼܹ֣ƽûʵҪ󣬲ȫĵӻȴȫھѵϡ
û߼ͻȻͣ׿ԹȻ˹
㿴Ҹʲô׿ǺⲻҸϵģԼҪ
ѵû¶ҪҶŸɡ
ֶϸϸͬʱӻȥž𻨴硣
СܳƯӨɵƤڳԿϸСѪܣ̫ˡ
ԭҲûôСܣĳһͷͺˮ̰㲻ѹƣϲ¿ˮ¶˴Ƿƨ¶Աɡ
ֶѧ֮ǰǱ޵Ķ
ֶѧԺʦԶΧֶת츳ѧϰǿ̫ⲻúѧϰתֶ̾һ츳һ̨ס
һ
ֶ֪׿˼ֻأǣҵˣȻһСƨ
Ҳ˺۹ӵˣӦù緢ӦóΪͯŲ磬̽磬˿ʹ飬ôһСӶĻ
׿Եļ򣺡лл㣬һĿꡣ
׿ԣʲôˣ
Զûл嵽սǰ棬ֻǿ߲ſԣСȭͷһգᶨ˵粻ֻῴĳɾͣûгɾ֮ǰǿǾ뵡ı֣ѵҪ˿𣿡
׿ԺһôͻȻ......
仰˲䱻ƸˣԾͿʼ˼·ߣԽԽȡ
ԵģǿߣȱСһأûŬϣ
ֶĿһ¶ȡ
׷ʲôǺƽϣֶ죬׿еĽû뵽ıܻпȡ֮ġ
ȻֶͲˣתһߵķ䣬žùţŰ廹شǼϣ۵һС
ţȻأţûˣţ
ԼѰ塪Ҫѵꡣ
ƭɣ
ֶҲ˵˵µ̱ɳϣű֭쿴һߴͷ˫۽գ麹ðı磬ûǻԵȽ
ʱһ͸ˡȫ붯ʹݣҪһֵٽĺӡ
ֶѵң׿Ҳ˽豸˫۷Ź⡣ֶͷûдϾƣˣתսɳ͹֭Ȼ׿Դϴͷƽ̨
ѵսģҲνֶȵغܣƽЩ
ȻǽϵѾСʱûг
ֶǰ׿ѡģʽʱˡ
ɵӱżôΪʲôѡôߵѶȣ
ƽ̨ģʽΪһʮżӣԾĸԽĿľΪѵĳԽԽѣͬʱﵽ˲ѵҪ
׿ԲŸսܻ׶ûϵͳԶƥһѶȣȫ޺ȱ۵ģԼѶȵ弶
ôһ꺢ܳܵģ
ĵװһӽʺ˵ԼͷҲϣѡƽԥǰƣһƵͬ弶
Ȼǰ˲á

һƬɭֵֶ֣ĵطλɭֵϿգĻʼ̬⼸겻ϵƣǷǹԼһõֵ

23


ŵڱ֮ͨ͵ϸ˺ܶ࣬ɢķΧСҲʹҼ˲
Ȼϲֻһ׵ĻԴڣѹǹһѽΪڱϣɸشӶӰ׵ƶٶȣԲ˹ֶ࣬˵ЩѾ㹻
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ͻȻһСƬӰһӰԼٶȱ󣬷·Ⱦˮյأһ˲䣬Ȼһּܵٶȥɹܿһ

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Ԫ̫ӶԳΣǡ˹ĮؿڣµǲҲ
ſڱտڶеɡӳȥɡⷺűĹ⣬ܼҷϮȥǣͥʦľλһʼҲģ
εСɡƲɵɡȻ˼ĵ棬ͱȻһȻֻܼ伴ӽԼʱԱСɡֱӶϡ
Ԫ١ǳǳŵһ
ܼһ
ŤһĻԪͣеĶ㶵ؿŽյĴţ......
Ԫ٣ȥͬھͳȥ
ҲŶ󺰣ƾʲôҪ㣡û
ûжϵġ׼ȷԪٵĶϣҪҡ
ҲŲǰһҪӽӽڵˣƾʲôͷΣҰĲ˼ɵҪ֪ûиʣڲһ......
˵ˡ
Щǳ޻һϸȥȴ⣬˲׽
Ԫٱ죬ʣµĻȥ
......СͻȻصؿˣͥԺڼžһƬѹ͸赲Ƶһࡣ
ò״ȴԷһ涼ûм
.
....
ϣΪֶ֤˫ֺʮ˰ݣԸʦֶʮĴۣγɼϸ񡣡
ֶˡ׿ֻҪʦȥ
ǵŮʦνǳײУֶһѧѧΪ쳣ı֣ͱʶע⵽ˣӽԺϿοСҵ͵ᱻһƽĽ˳ߵʦ̫ûβ˵ܺӡ
ӢµֶǶ£ΪΨһսʿ
о仰ò˵ߣƨ£ҲǸ·ҡƨԴgifŮˣ
ʵ£˵
......׿Դŭʲô𣿡
׺վҲϲͷ򱨸棡ļôȥʦĸƨ氡
ֶߣӣ²Ҫʹ򣬱ϻ㲻ɣ
ֺ弸꼶ĺӼһţǹལ˭˵ֻŮһ̨ϷһȺһ塣
Ǳ߷ʲôһߵʵ
԰ǱһۣЦһִҪͷģƽʱҲСС֣ǲֹ

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ͬʱ۾һߵƮȥ԰ô꣬ǵһμôĺӣ԰һ׿ѾϲȴܱȲӡ
갲һߣˮкδһδʵĽ
˼עͶϣɫϣŶô˵
˵𣿡԰Ŀջʵ
ֱֱӶѵм䣬Ϊ׷ΪɣһúƯŮӿðɫݵͣһȴüۣΪԵúȤ
ġ԰̾һּ̫ү
ͻȻ˷һǰŵ弶ͼУһֻԳˣСѻɱУϵһѧͿԽǰࡣ
ԭСѰ΢ЦͷǿǷǳġ
ȷʵȻʧһѣΪһS֣ǲֻAȻѾȱĺǱܶ࣬ȴ;УԤЩ롣
Ҳʸˡ
ţĺѧ԰ȡøߵĳɾ͡԰ʱʧġ
ӸӦȴأСĿ˿һߵ꣬βſڣ.......㣬أ
԰һ㶣ôмҳģ
ûиش𣬷ʵһأ
һЦģúܿɰСأ
˻ͷҲʵһأ
԰ֿ꣬ˣͷһֹ......һҲɡ²СһѣҵԳɼУͷʦСӼķѧУ͸ͱ......
ۡ
˿ЦȻϱס
....ͱʲôСʵ
԰ܲ죬Сһֱû˵ڿڣܳСȥ񲿵æû뵽ǵˣԼ֣ס
Сһ¼Ǹ޵Ը񣬵ͷȷó
ͻȻС棺ȥֶĵܵǱţҪҰ֣ȻǷ
ˣ......
ԽѲ......
԰ӣң
ԽѲͻȻЦҪ԰ɣжն𣿡
ʲô԰û壬еģʱ䣬еն˶ǿŵģʲô𣿡
лҪ˵͸#ٻ̫#
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вʦ
ȻǲܴģϾҪвҪˣ̵γץסһҲͻѣ䣬ȻԼСˡ
磿Ӹߣһ룬ͼߣˣ
ȥȥֶ֣Ǵʲô֣УץסǺùӳԵģ
ÿ˵ȴֵԼԣԭڽѾˣ඼е˹ۿԵĴĻ·ֶ׿˶ͻΧ̫㣬ԲûнĶȴ˼עϷĶ̬
ǵĿͬͨŵȡƽ̨ѧ¼ԼĻףͨײͬǣԻײһʻʦһߣѧʦ֣ǹһӾǶȡ
ͬʱڴĻϲŵģҲǵһӾ
Եͼ͵һмٸԭƾΪ˶սȴǷߺޡٸͼÿ˼ǲͬģҪͶȡɣǰѧĵͼӶԹܺܶҲˡ
̫޳ˣ˭Ƶģ
Ⱥһ󾪺ֶͰ׺ĽŲͣͷȥĻϳʯôȻ鵽ʯͼ
ͬѧǾԭΪĻϳһ޴ʯͺͻĻţܶȥˡ

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˱۾
ԲۣﱬҽУҪˣ˭Ⱦң
ôϷô࣡ʦͬĻﴫÿ֪϶ܻðɣ죡㣡Ͽν̵㶼߷ˣ
ʦҪײȥ˰λĶڲҽУֶԾ¶Ŀ⣬ģųƽʱϿûɣ
ʦѾڱߵıԵˣʦҪ鲻ãŵĿҪù
ת𣿡׺ŵĴģĿɿڴ
......ƻסֶ˵
ȻǾͼĻϵĻһ߻ûлظϤʦת
ֻڳѧվһߵʦͷ
û뵽תͬĺǽȾϴ񣬿ԺΪѧĽչǿԺǽص
ڳһߴбӷָӣԿѾûǸ޴ʯֻǲ֪Ϊʲôʦʹ伣ҽϴԿȻ
Ϊʦһᡣ
ȻĻϵĻͻȻȫڡ
ô£ɵˣѵˣŸնȥص㲿ֻûأ
漴ĻϳϤĻ棬ֻǲʯǻ˷ɳǱĻ·ͣ״̬õλãϽǳȫµĵͼͼɫԭز˸
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װֶ޹ôҸ
ߡ
λĿûзСǾ˿ٱŭʲôֱӿûԴƽ㿪ɶýŵŻ𣿡
ڿ......ʦɲԲҪǨŭǺܺ°
ֶʱ򿪿ڵһ˱ʯˡ
ĻʾͬôܣʯǶҰûϰ
׿ԿڣҰûУʯײ
˱ʾͬ
Ƕͼôһ
˵ֶͣĻתȴûƶԶʯתʱбһʯײԵͬʱߴ
˸ѵĶ
ײˣսս
Ͱʦëˡֶһ̯ǣΪԼĬһӡ
ʦĿǰڵ侲Գ֣ʦ·һͰЦòĳɼˤϣžžۡ
Ͻַϣʾᡣ
ֶ......ֻ˵˵ѡ
׿һ˭֪ǲǺġ
ĻϵĻһκڻʧһƺһԼĳʦһЦ
......˵Ƿǳˡ
һ˳ɼһʧһ縰սе꣬ʧ˵ҰС
ȻĻʦϬĵĵһû̬ͣǰѾͶͲʦĴȺְ֣Ȼ˽ʦЦһ
аְҲûã
ǵ
׿ԣ
ʦϬԹҲؿ죬ڲ֪䣬ȻѾֵ׿һ꼶ֶڵ꼶
˳羴۹УϴŽ·ȥ


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ˡСǽͷӶ۷׷ףѾˣֻϣһͬ־˸ʦҲŹǡ
ǻֻ磬סݲеģ
϶ġ
ǵϣˡ
ֶޱزһʳͰ׺ųˣޱϲ·쳾
㶼𣿡˻عͷʳСıʦȥ
һֶʳݹȥ
õġͬѧޱ˳Ľӹͣһӣڳݲϴϴ󣬳ģ
һѶҮ......ֶҲץһӽǶϰûκζĲֻҪת߾ͻû⣬һ꼶Ͼѵһ꣬ǲ꼶׿ѾʵΣûĺӣûнӴŵȡ
Զ˵⿼˲̫ƽѡǱĺӡ
Ե꼶ûɱԹӱܡ
Ļ˲ĿһƬɭ֣һԽǵصѻĶʼ
ֶüѽϤĵͼ
ͬɭֵͼһѶȴ弶Ұ޶ûУֶ׿Ӧÿӡ
ȷʵˡ׿ʦϣ˷ܵؿɲӡ̵ĵͼ
׼ȷƽԴһʦһֱûгȥʱ΢΢һ̧ͷʾ
ԲۣܰɣʦëĻ£ԼԴͿһʦȻһ仰û˵
ܶһɣģʦĵһѾ˳߳
ΧغܣҲǵһΣΧĻµѧԼͬ죬ž࣬һٶ˫۾ĻϿƿȫɭ֡
ʱʯܷɳ볯ǰ
ֶеһ㵹ۣʯͷ˵ɵóˡ
Χġۡ˷ΪΪʮ־յʯͷ׿ɶըҩʦʼһ仰ûзŵͷڵϡ
׺ˣ㶵ۣĶ
ֶ̾˿ģ
̶ֳȵʯȲϵ۹ڻ֮һ
׿ԵĿԼ޾յضɹǵ°ͻûüգʦЦĻд
Ӧ......ʦ飬˵ɣ
ӭ˵׿Ըֻ߰ȸֱߵֶߣļ硪
ȴͻȻסˡ
ֶĲӦǱõġ
ԭϲЦտıЦ˲ȥͷһŤߣ
ڶڶԶǵڶ
ֶʲôˣ
ܶ˵Ŀ⻹һȻúͽеֶûױ̬תԭϴͷŵȡ
ʦѾ˸ϣɫֱˣֶ߽󣬻ݺݵɹȥ
أȻ״̬
ֶһ㤣ʦôɰСȻôɷϣôܶԹԹС
Ŀ½Դƽսսʦ˵ʦ꼴Եͬͬͬͬͬͬ
ʦ......
Ȼвʦ
ɧ
ǰĵͼȫչǰֳưܵ¥еķķᱻȫ䣬ĸֽˮ඼¶棬·߻в̶ͬȵѪʳɢһأû
ӵʽǼʱ֮ǰûʲô𣬵ͼӻӰӡ
ֽǴܳһӰһȻɥʬҧãƤɫӲȴʮѸٵسƶ

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ʲôĻǰСѾ˫ס̫ˣ
˻׺һʦǹİɣǡı
ǶֶǰŻͬͬͬͬͬͬĵﾴλʿʦȻûʧһŵͼ
ʦϻλ¸ҵĿĿ¶塣
ֶͬ뵽ˣ̾һôڵʦûĬϸأȻô룬ǽɥʬ˹ŵֽŲ֪š
㰡ʦٴα˱ģʽʦûн̹𣡡˵̧֣Լĺ󾱣ŤŤӣƺܲ
ֶϷ͵ʦķȥĿ˲ס
λǷʦһԵۣȻܹػ֮⣬ƺЩӲ·ڹ˼ʲô˿ڣ̧ĶǺ
ڼ¶ɫСƤ
ջĿ⣬Ҳʱɥʬ˹ȴ˿
ۡĻǰͬѧǿŵֶʦͬھɣ
Ī˹𣬺޲һ߹ȥ
Ϊֶɥ˵ʦÿֲҺ£
Ҫȥ
֪ǲʦԹж죬ֶ׼ʱ򣬶䲻أŰҽţȻ˳ɥʬĻ͸Ļŵζ
Ī˹Į󡣡
ɲͬѧǵĹͬ滹иܼɥʬſڵϵ״̬ܶ٣
ֶԲվˣȴҪټԵĶֻҪֺͽȥȻŵӴϣȫԸƶ
ȵҲ㲻ϸ񡣡ʦӱϴ
ίίվǿվһ룬ֻɥʬ˹һˣһ߲ȥһκɥʬ
ʦ......Ǵɣ
ͬû뵽ֶֻ鸴ӵضʾƺԼԵʱΪʲôû
׿սȭɣ΢ɲ³һ
ϻʽܷϴ񣬸ֵ£ֶԵײײ̬ͲӲˤӵ̬˼׳١
ֶƺԽԽʼͼܡ
Ǽ˼׺Ǹױɥʬ
׿Աͷ˲ȴֻ֪ҪǵͼҪأȻһҪɵĶҲǼ򵥶ӭĹǴû˵õͼĸӵɿԡ
ҲΪʲôǻϣѾعĵͼǿϤ·ߡֻڻû㹻ʵʦҲûн̣һҪԼ
ΧķûҲûдĸط붼谭Ż״г룬һƱɥʬ
ʱĪ˹ѾĬ˫ֽ汧ؿڣƺڿʼ濴ֶĲ
ȻÿζܾպǾﲻ̫ԣɺ̫˿ɾͲɺϣǿɾʵȻּҵһСơ
ϷĴ̨Ұﾰɫģ䶯·ӰãȻǵоҲһֻɥʬ
ǻȻˣʲôʲô
Ī˹ֱͦ˱ĻϸݣȻͷԼеԺⶨǱֵAֶڵʵʾֵC
ĻһתƺͷԿɥʬ룬վ温ӣȻûܵ
ˡֱԡЦرģĸλ
̫ˣʦһءĻǰ˿ʼ̾

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Ҳûʲô뷨аһ١
·ԸĻͻȻһɫ˸㣬ͼϳֶϿǿֶЦˡ
ʲôһ˴ߵʵͬûܸ𰸡
ɫĵ㣬ǵзѡ
ֶͻȻӴ̨ȥصĻ˲ʮɥʬ̧ͷȥʱԭվŵĵطݵվһ̨ףû䱸бؽз۵Ĺ⡣
ͬӵһӾп׵ĺǵֱĿ⣬ȿֺǰż
ʲôǵʹɵ
ʦôֶߵⲻϹأû˫˶սһ
ս԰ϢĪ˹ͨѶ˵Ŷûһʱˣ㲻ܱɥʬץܱ׿С
꼶˲ˣⳡԿ̽
кϷԿˡ
ֶô룬ǺôأȻڵǰ˭Ȼ㱳͵Ϯ̫ûòˣ
̧ͷϿҵ˵ҲƽϣҴһǾˡ
棺......ȵһԼɡ
ֶ㶣еϤ
عǰͬʱ˹ֻ߰ɥʬѩϼ˪ǣϷĻһԾ𣬾ٽ̹
Ļǰ˲ΪԶ
Ȳ˵ǰֻ߰ɥʬסȥ·ǽ޴ӣĳ·Ļ׷ǿҲˡ
һ̨ףӦһλʦɣ֮仹ûһܲٿص̶ֳȡ
Ī˹ҲֹؿϷһ㡣
˶ֶ΢΢̾˿ƹˤʧ䣬һ.....ź
΢ȴôǵͷ
ֶǾܾģȻƽʱ˵ҪһͯһֱܺõذһܺӣǺ±Ϥ˷쳣Ҫ̫࣬ңڰ
үӾԺգĸִžʯȨޣ˿ȦһѧĺȻ֮ӸЩ˷ɾ衣
ңԶһͷڻû̸ֳֹͣϵȻûצǺдĺ˶ûʶʱ򣬲͸
ֻǳֶûмʶѡ
ȻڱҪ񰡰ֶüҪǲԻᱻͷӴƨɣǸͷĺ˵һϴ粽ãûξġ
׳һܵڲϣ
˰ɣ϶ˣ˭ܶùʼЦֶ˸Ƿˣȥ˯
Ȼû
ôˣԼϵõС飬СָָĻʾԼ
̧ͷȥ۾ɳ
ǰֻ߰ɥʬὣĻסѧṥǵҪܹܶڣȴؿֻ߰ɥʬͷ
һӾУͬؽپ𣬺ͿĽһĦǻ⡣
˲ˣ˵õҪֻǶôСƨ񶷣
лҪ˵Ǵ⼸챻ץˣ

˫СֶŽƫһߣ׵񽻻һĻԱȳʼ׸˼εĻף˳˼
أ˵õĿԹƽأ
ؽĵط𻨴磬˫˲䣬ֶŤֳǹڼ϶ԺǹҲûдУĿֻΪ˽˱ƿ

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׵ĲٿؿʵֻһʵҪݻֻ̧߹һЩиӵĶҪͨ͸ÿ̧Ҫļ˶ͼ临ӣȻƽĶΪʱĽһס򡱣Щ
ҪһҪͨԶĿƣÿһǶȶҪǧγԣҵʺϸֶĳ̶ȣԼȡ
ڽѧתܣѾĪŬҪѧṥҪͬʱѧᾫȷٿ֫ͷÿָĶҲҪļ㣬һĶǼޣοã
ͬԵѧŻôȡ
ĻȻٶƺڵԼĽ࣬ؽǰֶͻȻĽ
ͻȻʱûɥʬӰӣֻ̨װңңš
Ļǰڴ˽ʲôôֶһֽǳ𺳵޹ڿԳɼȫƨǰգҪ˽Ľ档
гӿɲ˷֮࣬һ˿ֻ
Ī˹ͬڴֶķӣؿڸʻϣ֪ѵãҲȷ뿴ѧƴڻжʵϡ
ʵǣֳѾԶԶֵ
Ȼֶһ˶ѪĶ
ɴذνˡ
ȫϽװֻвӴһĵطĻǰŵСǻڴһʹսͿʾһڡ
棺
ˣʦˣ
ǻҪأͲˣ
Ī˹һߵؿֶֶһ˫޹۾۰Ͱ͵ʣʦҼ𣿡
Ī˹ó壬ڲãȻоԹԽԽǿңûĸСӴ򲻼
ֵı׼ǶеϰȻֶԶԶû񣬵ƾɫĲѾԽμˮ׼
¥󣬻׵ĺڿգȻһ̨װνţԼֳǹȺʶͨⳡԣܴﵽ̶ֳȵĺӲλһǼ廨ľӢ
Ī˹ź³һΪʲôȥˣ
ֶ룺Ҫ˵ʵ𣿡
˵Ī˹һ̧°͡
ϲˡ
Ī˹......
˻֣ĳСͷɿܵˣ򼱡
ԽѲۣͷϵĴؿԼǰ֪˼ʲô߷ȵĺ裬ȴûж˽רõķ䣬ɫɳһȾǽϹйʱڵˮīͶ±Ĺ⣬ë̾͵ĵ̺°߲ĺӰ
վñֱŵ棬洫ͬѰĶִ򿪷˽ȥ
ƺ˵ǲ֪δǣϺΣ΢΢ŵط......㣬......Σ
ԼӣµĶӣȴ·㱨
ǰӣһǰˡ˵ոսӴǰλʱ򣬶Էһ̶ˮ²ų˵İӿǰģֻԭһԲеơ
ԽѲɨҵĸôȻľ
ıɫ·ʶس΢΢ͷȻתȥѧ԰԰
ڷԽѲǽϵˮī°͵ͷԵﱻڴݼ䣺......
ֶûдӲոճˮ洫ٵĽŲɻش򿪸ţССĵطӿһƱСܡ

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׺ؿ磡
ֶһܣҪȥ
һ˫С첲ʮ˫ַţһѻ׹ݵĴǰӵصԼλ˶˲ˮǿӲӼȡֶǶֶš
ǸЦá
磡һ꼶ѽ׺ϲ̵أ·˹һ㣬㲻֪ѧԺĴͳ꼶ѹ꼶Լˢ֣꼶ҪһسӣֻܵȺһѧںö꼶ڴأ
......ͷ룬ʲôˢ֣
ȵͣסˣ𾪵̧ͷⶼ֪ɣ
......ܸ𣿡ֶ֡
ǰûϹѧԺүӰ˸ѧԺȻڼѧʮͱ˾ӪȻ˽⡣
ÿĩһλͨŵƽ̨ɡ˺͵ѧԺڵ˶ҪμӣֻѧԺȫڼѧҪ룬̭ͨˢֵ֣ĸߵͻֱ¼ϵͳΪѧ¼ȡҪο
ֶ꼴꣬ѧһʮ꣬ҲСÿ궼лҲ˵ÿ궼ҪһֲпɱָԼҪμʮΡ
ͷģҪ̭ͬһĶ֣һʮ֡˼˵
ֶͷ
ֱγһƣǰһμĻᱻȼɵȻѧУ֮γˣˢ֣ȻСΧ̭
......пִ̼
ͨѡΣȷԴɳѡӣͬʱǰЩǵսʶѧУûڻͨļɣսеõѵ
ڳȼĿꣿֶε
ٺ......ٺٺ١Ц˰˿ݡ
һĿԽͬѧǷѧؼҡֶȽĥ䣬һ뿪ҡʱһĵѾˣӰѧԺһΪ½½ͣУſڵķҲ뿪ʱ֣ǺӻǼҳõġ
̵ֶ߳ţ׺ͱְֽˣ첻ڼң̫үϢͣȻûбҪ鷳͡
й¸еصŸ֦߲ɣؿԶ̾Ŀǵҡҡͷ
ڲԶԽѲ......
һͷߵؿԽѲĬǽֶͣͣ߼߼ʼձһȫľ
ѵؽ......ҪҪȥס
ԽѲͣϵϢ䣬һ仰Ҳ˵
......õģõģҲȥĶʱ졣
ǰֶͻȻͣƺֵʲô֦ýŰʯͷ
ԽѲӦѸ٣㵽սǵһߣŴһԲɫ
ǵֶÿ˼źԽѲûǰһһֱԶԶȴǰһ߿ľսҪɴཫֱӰˡ
һ·ԽѲĿֶʧԺµȥ
Ŀһеļģ....õġ
ֶؼҺ󣬺үүкֱģն˵ķ䣬½Լ˺š
ûгͷ뷨´ѧҪ׼
׺
ǰȱȫڣȻְߵһŮ˵ͶӰǰ
Ů˽ɫͷһ뱻¶;µòЩ̱һ𣬴һף¶׵ۺͳȣȨȴСðżĺ⡣
Ů˽β˵أԽȵҹδţ
Ϊ˰ƽս
ǰŮ˾ŵȱˡ
Ů˵Ӱٴʧһռ䡣ԼӰֱֱµĿռУΧͬɫĹӰȻõĻװֽ⿪ΧıϴܣŵƵĵͼ

38


⼸ûп⵷Ļ׵ãΨһ˸ıľǸԼװڡ
ŵƽ̨׵ĽģҪȫʵʣÿһݶ˿ԺѪҲֻǻֱ۸ĻȣҲҪӴľ֧ţ漰Ĵʹǧ
ԺװסȻԺ˲ݿǿԸӦĽǮֶҲרҵĳԱиĶǻһӵľ顣
ٶĸװͱ޳Īˡ
ǰһɫӫ壬ĸݣ䣬Աȣл׵̬Լ˶֡2333
Լ˼ȥһˡ
ŵȳṩսƽ̨ͬнרõԸֽףԺݵͬ˽˽ףҵͬ׵ĳʦ
꣬ڿ¹ܡȻϵԼһʵһģһȺðΣգϸɧŵģƽ̨Ѿ˻𱬵ͼԵ
......Ǿдû뵽ģôҲı䲻ڵһǻ顣
ֶǱĽгָߴУֱпŵƵķ䣬ššסȵĴ֣ҪĽ뽻ףһ˫ӷгȻһٽ롣
ڵģûı䣬СӣֻŰͼԵϣ֪ûűˡ
ڴ˶Ƚ϶࣬ûа취ֻܼȺȥ
ǰһ߳һԽ׵ˣǰһǧƾŽСߵ˷ſڡ
û뵽˺ͬһ䡣
ֶӵͷȥһűСվߣɫ䵭ؿŷɫСȹӣһë÷ɫͷںףɷǺÿ
ֶСǹźƵ΢ЦСõĵӦ֪ɣøô
Сؿˣʲôͳ㻹󡣡
ֶ˲䱻Цѿˡ
ůͽĽгַǷ˾ȻнףͬڴϽȺ飬׼ȥ˵ͼúÿŮǺױڨͼԵơ
ûע⣬һ¶ꡣ
ʲô......ͳ
СƳһʯֶһֱŽȥϵġ˲
ֶסؿڣ޷Ĵ࣬û뵽Ǹգô׾ͱ˸ӹ֡
滳ߵʱǸʱҶһнϡ
Ϲŵǡš룬ǲҪǰˡҵһšסķ䣬ȥṩݣ㲻ϸ߼Ͼ˽˽ףչȲϿԺĹģʦĳʦȱǮûбҪףǵĳϣȻдƱƱ˳ߵļ۸
Ҫ󲻸ߡ
ϰָһͲǰװֱϵģ
˵ͷأ˳䲻ĴߣֻܽĻ׸ƿΪװãֻװһҩ
Ȼе㼦ߣֶúˣˢ𣿡
룬һţ༰⣺󣿡
ֶ㶣˳ڴꡣ
ȻؿСѣۣһǧǱҾˡ
ֶ......㿴Сô
뿪ǰͷȥѾͷͬʰԼĶͷɫIDĿ
ڱϡ

39

˼ңûм۵ģߵĵܴ
ŵȵ·ŰɫĽǹԺݵĵص㣬Ȼɽ״ܼΪȨĵطҲ١
ǹƥ˽ȥ
һŹ壬չʾŸƷܡֶĿǣṩĻۣݣ˭ܸΪʲô滹Ӻͼ̵
Լ˭ôɥĲôȵۣϳ𣡣
һ۾תȥⲻܡ
˴죬һסϵ׵ǰػסԴڿԼĽ
ź̾˿Ժ˵
û뵽ɽʱ򣬡Сߵķššº棬Ҳûôˣô˻
ƿŽȥͷ鲻ݵġС̧ͷü㣿
ֶӰǿЦЦ㻹ûҵ𣿡
Сͷ
ˡðֶСʵ󣿡
ˣˡͷ֣һ˻Ҫأ
ӲôֶЦſڡ
аû뵽£ԷȴӦغˬ죬ҪȺҴһ̫ѿˡ
ֶÿһŵ˶ôô
ô϶㲻䣿ֶʵ
˳ڶѡССӣɫȹӻλƣ£սپ
ʱսȽϼ򵥣һһܣ˫ͿԽͼ
ֶոտΧľɫ͸оëʶǹһǹȻ˽ײ죬̶̼ʱ䣬һ߶ȥڿ˶Էǰ
ϳôǿȵĹѹôû˴

ֶٽֿȻǰĻȴһ̣һֻͳǹǹڶؿڿһǹ
׵ĹǹõĹǹܴһֻչɵĴŰ׽ɫ⣬ĶڣԷ׷ٹߣӶò߿Ը׼ֻм£ӵˮεߣڻƻԵļⷢ
ֶؿڵһ˲䣬֪ǰҪʲô
ؿڵķȻӵƻƽϰ޷Э
ƽؿƫµλãԴҪװؿڣһ̶ϱЩ
óսˣǲὫЩطΪһĿꡣ
ŲȵƿǹɽdǡСȻô׷Ź̧Ա߷ߡ
ֶûжܣһϣ˳ɳȥԶ
̨ףһֶ̨ʻĳʼףȫûɫܶ֫ڵӴ¶棬תϸС֣š˿۾ԭʼŲ򣬻ûװȸ׷ٵá
ǰһ̨ȴƯȫͿɺɫɫͺɫƴӲӴһ·չֱۣ޻ʵ۾ƺ΢΢⣬ڹԣȻĿǰóѾԲ²ĵ
һ̨սͻףƤ񣬵ǵҩ࣬ʺսپ
ɫϣֱӳһȭżƿԽֱֶӴȻۿҪϵʱֶȴѾ˵أ͵һ׵ȭڵϣһɳʯ
ֶ۾ЩʱǰĻˡ
ƾŸоĽ½ƫƣתһ΢Ļȣƺ̣ȴѹŲҶ
ϡ

40


Ľסһֹɫ׵ĺȥײò֧˹ײһ
ֶĵصֿţÿζǧһ֮ʿܣȴһֱûбǰ˹ǿȵĽսӲϳ˳־ս
СȴԽԽͷ
ӽˮ˲ͬһܡԭ΢΢еڴա
һζضܣ·οĿİ··ȷʵ㿪ĹȷͲ졣ԽԽŭ
ȻҪһֻ֪زصˣҲҪֻ֪ܷĵСѾʧȥġ
ǰҲǸ΢츳һ꼶ѧӣô
˭֪ŶսӵľЩ꼶
ĺʧ
ͻȻߣɫĻ׼ðһϸܵǹڣ׼ֶжͣƺǰ˴ú޻֮
ʼҲôĵ㣬ÿһڿѹƵò࿹
治㡣Сʵӣеǿ
ʼױǰأӲĻǳһ˿ѷ죬ֶƺûվȣȥ
û档
˲ڿն𣬷ɵյʱȫڻ׼涯õĻףˡ
ڻɳʯɫĳγһ϶µԲ׶Σĵطγһʮ׵ľ޿ӡ
ɫ׷ȫڰиŵ棬ȴϵͳͳȥָ
Ȼһ㣬С㳤ҲǺܺõġ
һƬɳӿɿ£һƬǻɳĮɳӰ죬ﻹһô޴ɲأߴĻֻҪǱһվ¶ǰͿ뽫˸ɷ
Ȼϵͳĵʾٳû
žԣϺܽĵطĵ㾫ټ
ʲôʱ㿪ģ
ɫ׶ͬ󱳵ĹǹУһǹʵʵģʻǰľɫã˲š
ΣǿǱʧȥֱۻص£ζ޷ҵ©
ȴ㣬Ļ׿ȣʾϵĻģУת
ͼϵ˽һܹĻԷԼûأһֱڰ´ȫֶƿء
ľټСش󺰡
԰ģӦȻشҵ⡣ɫĻ߷ȥֶȥһƺԿϣͬȥҳһӡ
ˣ֮֮
ңǰƺûгȫ
ôһʼʾʵ̽
ֶױȵ֮ٽ´ȥƱҪϿһӣ⧲ǣһǰľɫãѾȥˡ
Ϥķ䣬ͷдʺš
С߳СӼֶֽļ򣺡ҽ壬ӭǡ
......ǿ˳ˣ
û£Ӳںһ֣庾һ֣ҿʼСˣ˼ر㣡
˵ġһֶ֡ƶˮ
Ļ־͸λ䲻𻹲ǿ˳ĺʡ
ľֶٰʵ
ڷֵBǱAС˵أ
ֶ룬ԼƺԵʱҲAǻشǱAûвֵ

41


Сﻹʣֶȴææֻô󣿡ֱ˱Сߡ
ʲôֻô󣿡ܲ⣬Ҳʮ˺òãѵľֻаꣿܴﵽˮƽģ󲿷Ρ
ֶ룬ˡֱԣȫʢʱˮƽӴˮƽ
ĬĬԼϰǰ˿
ȿĿû2333˳ǣ󿴼һĬˡ
ֶĪɢĸĹԡ
ǣսӵļ¶һĸԵЦ񷢳һĹ⣬ֶͷƤ顣
㵹ȰҪˢʲôͼҡǼʺ͵۹ﶼɫϽԴõĸͷһɪɪ
ǲˢͼ׼ĩĻ͵һˣĸǵ㹻ˣ
֪ģ׬Ļַǳߣŵˢͼ÷ָ߲֪ٱҪѧԺһҪϣ
ĸˣѵǾŵ󣿡ֶɻǲᱻԷΧ𣿡
Ȼܳŵ󣡡նǵĿֲǳ嵽󣬶ˢ֡
ֶˡȷܹŵˣѾԼʵҪ֧֣ս
Ͼ´ѧȷ涨ˣսҲǿ˵һֻ֡Ĺʼûжǵֶκι涨㹻ԶѧȻῪŶӣֻһ֣ƣʲôĶϡ
Ƽ򵥵һϸȴˮؿ¡Ӫ˶ǱϾԴޣҪУͬѵֻܴ¹
һ꼶ѧ¶ײеѧѧеؽ̻ǺΪڲޡ
ֶ΢΢˵ͷѡţϵ˲ᳬ𣿡
㿴ӣ˹𣿡֮ԱǣҪμӻ˻ǰ̽˶ʡ
ֶʼ硣
ʵҾʹԵ󡣡ֶЦЦˢͼǾˣһȲˡ
ֱ۾֪˵ʲôˮƽ䣬㱻ȼ𣡡
ֶ֪˵ⲻǴ㻮ˮ
лҪ˵ллĵ~030

ֶͷܵ棬æүү˵үүȱǮ
̫үͷҲأͨ˾ʲôʱʰɣͳϵˣǱ߲͡
ֶۿ̫үȻԴϰһ
̫үŭСʲô񣡡
ֶͷܣүүҴˣȱǮҪ»ףЩ𣡡
үһȳ˹ʱ˲ͣ
˲ţ̫үɱϽˣһߵֶǿңŴ빾๾޲ðԼȥ
ľֵûУ̫үؽϺʵ
ûСſϣϵⱻһš
ҪҪһ£̫үЦеʵ
ʵûбҪƤүүŵңҪ֪Լ㡣
̫үЩҲϰֶʱʱ磬ر𵭶غһҪμӻҪװװɣ
......ɣشʵҲرҪõǸΡ
Ҫ´ѧͱҪ̫ү˵
ֶЦˣٺ......β˽һ£
ˡԴְһ
˵Ǿ˿ѾżˣҪҪѵǿ԰һȥɶȫû⡣

42


һЩ˲ᰲ׻вһµʱ䣬ǵĻѾ֣ÿһ궼һλᣬҲпһλ¬
ֶŵҵ壬ͬһţȻ循̬ת֮죬ûɾܾһǿѡ
СȻ
ҪȥˢֵģǰСܵܵġһ˲¡
ֶˣ壬˵ȽǷ˽з塣
ֶͷֶ
ͷ룬㤵ּҵǸϵ
ֶ......Ťͷȥ˵ȷʵͦǷġ
˵Ļ׶Լĸ죬̨ڵֻĻ׸ӿ࣬ȴƫСƺͿĲϣĿ⿴ȥˮϵĸо
˼ʱͰʵϻ̹ϽˣС޺ڶǡ
ٿ֡2333
ʲô˻ԼĻȡô˸Ƕѣ
εǰ......ǿ򲻹
廹һߴСУüԹˣ
˵ĿȫֶϣСس˳ǣҵĻֳЦǡ˵ԼͷϺɫġ2333
......Ժаˡ
һȿͼԣʵֶڼͼԹֶû˼ʵǰ˼okԱصػش弶
弶Ҳ亱ˡ
ڴţɡЦ˵ͼ
һƬϡѹƣرûҰһƬӿķƺԤʾűǰס
ǲٿػϿԴʱֶȴ
ǰĻʾ弶ͼĻɱаһһ̨ɫĻףֽСˡ㿪ʵϢɼֻ˵ʵ֡סһ֪ȫء
˵Ļɱǵڶļɻֲ֣֪һĿֲֵˡ
ڸҡҡľô𣿲׼׼￪С
ҡֶסһĽ˭ѽ
ˣװɣȻشѾн´ѧˣļ¼ţ˳Խ˵ܹôߵļ¼ȫΪƾһ֮ɱԡ
ֶ죬뵽ԼǰߣȻоԼһһʹԭⶫֵǮˣһϹ
Ǳġ忪ڣˡ
䣬ˮͻȻըƬˮһֻƤ°ΪϰΪĹˮֱĿֱָ壬۰ױ¶˻ë
ûбһ£ὣȥϡ
ÿһ㶼ӵмӲƤʹ˸ʴҺצ϶һѣſ죬ȫ¶һ߷˻һ߳ҧȥ
Ȼڶ࣬˿ܽǵͷԭֶӵ̬ȣһὣһԽԽģȫǵ̶ȣʹõϺ;׼ȫȻһ꼶ѧ
ʯ뷨Ժ֡
ԼΪǸƿôΪʲôô룿һ꼶èӹʱܳ츳׿ˣ
ⲻǼɱﵵĴڡ
һ񣬾ͱһֻĹſ˫۰ϣû۰׶¶ɭȻЦ⣬ŵü󣬼ռ˰
ˢ亹ˣǻһԴھʹӱϺǰֱӺĻȴ˲һ飬ûܵκˡ

43


̧ͷȥݵĳʼ׽ջȥƺδһзϡ
룬Ҫˣа˳ɵĿǽѺ͵һֶôģ
ͻȻ
ȫ
ָ£ǿʼսȦ
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ֶһֱû˵ôָôֻڼʻ۾һֱĻڵͼϳֵк㣬ԼǴ湥ķλ
ϷǺģҲûа취ˮȥϾˮвһȥǱһΧ˵ˮе̫á
˵սȦСΧк㶼ۼΧγһİΧȦ
ӡͻȻڡ
ѹͻȻӣ˷Χ㲻ҪˣӦ˸ǿȵĹû¶ƣơ
ȻֶʵʮֳԾֶͬҲ˻ῴ⼸Сӵˮƽ
ǸΪ󣬵ȥŶӵʵȴûзӳ
ŽĻףͻȻʲôԺʵĻǲǿ
ӽͱһ㣬ͷ㲻ǿӾЧ
ɫġӰ⣬򵥿ȥҲܸоˮ··Ҳܸˮߡֶһʱûڿƺȷ֮ͬ
ڰʮҳ֮󣬵ֻʣӣҪǰһ壬ŵûʲôܡ
һ뷨ֶڵ
Ǿ⼸ʮӶֶƫȫʧڣҲûʲô飺˵
һӺ󣬳˽Ļף̨ǰһӰȫڱȦУ̨׵ڻ˫ַɿָܡ
ǵıȦģɫصĻ׽͸տɫֱǰȴֻ͸忴Զա
ڽ׼ԺΨһʣµڱ忹ڼϣ͵ضȥܼİΧȦ˲䱻˺һӣ˳˳ȥֻʣ½һԭء
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Ҳʱ򣬽ˡ
͸Ļȳ׷ȥһǰ׷ϣȴ֪ǵĺ滹лĵˣ޷ر¶Լš
˵ĵҩȫ˽ԼоʣһеɱڿЧˢɱˢúѹ˵ĿȽϸߡ
Ŵ󲿶Ĵߣûйǹֻܲͣض㣬ܸ׷ϣͬʱҪԴģֵһ롣
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׷Ѿˣ࿹ˣ巽׷ȥ
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44


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強ˣʲôʮʱ򣿡
ȫ𰡡ֶ˵
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侲үү簮ǶаΪ̡ĸײľǻֽ֧ľĹùڿӵ㡣ۺϿᱻúܲң𾴵ү´μҪܳʱ䡣
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֪ǲۻˣƺԽѲǿɵգ۹ǸĮĻȡ
ԽѲͷԡ
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װһ̨ǿײˣƶٶȲ죬ץסһ㣬Ĳٿרĵط֣忴źջ
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ͷģ˵ϣһֱԽѲƴſ˼˺ֶһ߸ϣ֪ˣȻǸѻ֣
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Ȼһֱû˵ʲôǲսһĬγɣԭͱĸұ顣
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ʬ嵹ڵϣΧͬһʱ䱻壬ǰ
ٹϵֶַ̾ôײУ
˵ķͨѶڱײУײУ
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һһѡ۾Ͳٱ䶯ˣƵı۶ûкôҵǼ̺鷳Ȼֶû˵˼ά
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ܵ۽Ļ崦ÿһ̨涼չʾһΣԱͺźҪԼݣֻƥĲװϡ
ŽŵȡͼԵɻůů뷨ԽѲ߹һȦһԽѲû˿ôš
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ӣֵ硣
ʵɣֻҪֶˮ㣬ǸϲСֲֲ֣ùԹɣɾ˭˶ϲ
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ҰͷһΪԼΪ˼,ǰǲǰ̫?
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޳ش𣺡ص㡣
Űݷ
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ʵ൱ϲȵĶ
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үүүүҺģҵķֿ϶ܸߣ
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ֶ˵ʲôȴʱͻȻͣסˣ۾ŴĻϵӰ
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ڰһֶ棬һϣǿѧһ֪
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װ
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䣬˵
ͬˣתͷȥͨ¥¥, һȵ, һ׵
ɤ۶ᵽĿڣ, 㣡Сˤӣ
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ֶ
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εЦЦǼҺӶ¡ֶȥѿӴҲãȻʲôӣԽ˵Խɸ֡
ͬЦˣҵĽǼҺӣ͸еĻúͺöһ٣ԽѲټЦͬѧѵЦˡ
Ȼһһ̽磬ĺڵͬһ壬ΪҵļȻĶ˽
ǼĴźݷãҲûʲôͻأ
һӱǣߣĿռˡԽѲ˿ֶĽѾӲڵذϣһִֻҸ´һֱֱϣֶĽŸպùϥǡ
Сĵһγޱȷ
ֶԿǣ˵û뵽ܹڼӵǼ档
......ԽѲͻشһ֣ȻŤͷ䣿

......ȥѿӴϡ
ӺֶԼʰ˴ÿӳŵԽѲ¶һʵЦݡ
ÿⱲܹıĵطǰǰʮ档
ֻǲ֪һٶĺЧӦжǴչСı̬˸ĵ̾ҪҵĻ......
ǰϳɣСմϱߣ̬ʵûб̬ӡԽѲײǲǺòȣȻΪʲôǰ൱޺Сô
ԽѲֶģڼˣԭһ¾ƽ
СǸ˾
ĳ˵в£ԽѲεؽԼ渵
˵ԭֻȥǼӵǵļˣӵмӵǼͷȻȦӣʸѧԺǡֶ
ľЦú嵭ȴû뵽ҵ㡣
ֶ̾˿ļ磺֮ǰʶˡҪģѧԺԺѽ
һ֦ǰ״ģ
˶ˡֶͻȻ˷ѧУҪʼˣҴȥʶһˣ
ԽѲ˵ѵУ˷ֱͷͽϵͳ
ֻˣڲҪȥѵ˵ԼԺֱӽ
ʶһʦԽѲϤĽ׷ߣȻǿĳʦ̫¶ˣҾʵҪһǣ˵
ԽѲ˼һֱڷ𣿡
ǰֶͷǵĶֺܶ࣬Ҫܹǰ֪˵ݣǾ̫ˣ
ƿȻ󿴼ףһѪһֶܹүˣ
ֶŵغһֵôˣûǷǮ

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ǲǣףȻϢȣ֣еˣϽģмҪꡣ
ôˣĪؽܡļȻʼ
ףаֶûмţŷȥüҳû¶ʲôصı顣
濴𣿡ףôһ㶼ţ
ʲôֶص˵йϵô
ף룬ͻȻǰֲȥģȷʵûбҪЩˡˮ㻹򵥣
ͷɥػصԼϣԼȫûеطⷢȡ
˵ɣֶŤͷԽѲ
ͦõġԽѲͷ
˵ʦְ߰ҵҪֻǾ츳ҪΪ׳ʦҪױȵĴԡ
ҪΪλϤֻúܣһ̨̬׵ڳΪʦĵ·ϲͺϸ¥һԾǧ˵ΪְҵĿ־塣
עѲŰţƵĻҲҪơϹǵ۳ֻΪڴʱֻǸдԱעҪ̭Ҳ˾ͬǿƼǰɻȱôְҵ׬Ǯҵ
ֶһμףʱھȣȻôº͵ʦֱƷ󱬷ԺֶԽϲܡ
ףһθֶۺû뵽һСһΣΣֶһ¾ϲߴڣֱͱСүóʦ
һ㣬ףǺڵģ봩ȥԼ֡
ʹٺڣҲֶЭ
˭ܾһЦÿҹСأ
ֶԽѲҲɳһȻһףķ
Са˫ɵ˵Ļסףǲĵǰʮ˼һֱ㻹иԣ
ֶ˿ݰϣ
ǡ
˵Ļƺװ˽ƵװáĻ׽Ӵᱻڻףüͷ˵ǱϾǳʼãȥ㵽߼ķ
𣿡ֶʡ
ְûСףش÷ɿ죬ֻԼСĵ㡣
ԽѲһֱڱϰţʱʱúڳ۹̧ףĿʮֲԵףһ仰ûк˵
꿴ܲǣֶɰ
ֶ˿׿ԣǰĲ˹μӡ滹аһЩѲĻףЩĿˢͷһĿ϶䵥ˡ
ףˣûϢֶһſհ׵İ棬ֻһ׵֣ʵ֪ûκϢ׶ͨĳʼס
ûСQueenŮ˼
СֶĿ˸
ԣڣҲҲϢףͷһ̱ɳϣŵһΣԿƵСӦѧɢʺϽսǱAϣʵָBϡ
Ҫȥ߼ĵͼͲһôҫۣ˵ǸСףļ磬ϸһ̾˿ΪģʱּҪķˡ
˯һɣʲôСֶĿ֣ллˡ
Ȼֶ֧˸߶ķãףЦеض˵пճ氡~
㲻ǿʼ𣿡ֶ
ô㡣ףЦð˿ȫ¶ͷѵһСӡ
ԽѲʱһۣЦʱϡ
ֶ˸ۣûע⵽˼İӿ漴˳ȥԽѲڿҪŵʱͻȻعͷ΢΢𣺡ټ

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ףſտյķͽյķţ˳Լ½ǣСаš
.
׿ͬŵУ̧ͷؿһˣңȽ߳ȥˢֻѡ
ǲܽƾһ仰ȥѾ˼һһ꼶ǰüҪ̭ǺһĿĵ壬С֥СϺ˾ˣҲ¡
׿ԣȻһŶӣӦη
......
ϾǴҶûпʵӦõġ˹§ļ򣬡˵ʵҲܾˣҪϳȥ֣
ԡ׿صͷڵ꼶ܸߣСֱܼ洦ɼҪЩְŵ߳
ڴͬʱĵطֶͬںԽѲ˵׿ԺͲ˹Ϊ壬Һ˽ȸɵǡ
ԽѲ......Ŷ
Ҳɢӵĵط¶ס
ÿֶ޿ķֵѧ԰Ŀ겻ǽңһռѵ
׺Զɱ磡ңҺһȥѽ
ֶ˿Χûкһģʵǲ𣿡
׺ãʵʲôӣҺ˭ӣ
ֶͷһɣˢ֡
ѵߣ·׿ڲԶҲصɹȥð̣ԶԶ˸ָ
ûбĹȫԭʼ̭ʦĴһòԾǿ˳ָһΣΪ˷ֹѧֲ޷ǿ˳ѧ԰ÿ˼һ֣ûıϵͳԶա
ѧ԰ﻹʮϵˣڸ꼶꼶î˾һݣȴΪ̫
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ǰĳ粦Ƽ£ĹŴ޳سǰֶԺҵԼ֯ȴĿ⿴ԼζһѾҲ̶á
֣ͷһʯ
.....ѡװˡ
¼һдݵĻڣͻȻðһַֻԲļ̣·Цġ
лҪ˵Ҿˣ̱
ս
ʲô
ֶ˹һؿԼ֣ڱͬΧҲ˹һؿ
ôһֵĶ
ɧϾСΧڵ, һʾʺĵʱ, һ峡Ѿʼ
ոս볡ص˲ζսʼ, Ҳʱ֮ܶ˶ûзӦ, Ӧ׵Ĺ, ͱͻµӰ߳˳ء
й˶֪Ҳǵһոֵʱ̣
ûķӦٶȣڶĿ⻹ûջͱߵһں˳ȥ
˲, ׿ƶ, ׼˵ϹȥһˢʱŻʮӣٵ÷ֵʱ, Ͼ˭֪һ᲻ᱻϵ˸ɵ
̶ʮ, Ǹ꼶ѧ, ǵ꼶ѧеͬУ, Ҳڻҡ
䡪
һӾ޴޳һߴ˵ĿⱻȥϷֱ΢ͻ˶ͷֶƿ
˵ҰУһƬãã̳ڿն, ̨סͬǵԣ̨ڿн֣ٶȷɿк, ǣһ̨ɫĳʼ׵Ļƺɢ
µϹҴһ˭˭ȴûһ⿿λǣסԼĶ֡

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ֶżװܵеۣʶǿ󣬲ʮ˳ȻһѾǺһĲɣԾתȶǳߣֻǿеҲ̶á
ʱҲ̧ͷȥϤ֡
ƫɫĻ׽аݰϣҺɫĳʼ׽СQueen
ף˵ĲûдȷʵǿҲǶڳεС˵
˫ɱƣòһˣŮĻʼղǰȵĵطȭͷλҽӴȴһĽǶȳȭݰơ
Ȼֻ˻򣬵ǲû˸ǰˮ㣬˵Ŀֲʵ֪˲ʲôǵĽɫȲ˵ݰǰʮŮʤĹ㹻Ǵϼҡ
˶ĬػͷԼĶ֣˫ٴսһ
ֶһζضᷳûһ㹥ԣӵõǱ˭죬ԽضϵĿⶼˣתȥ׷ˡ
һ߶һҶѣͬʱעŶ޳ڵ
ݰϺŮսȻúܶȴв˵Ŀϡ
һ̨ĿǰڰǰʮĻףƺ˼սȤߵĹе˼˵ĶսС
Щ˵ĵ˶٣ǲһ๥ǸΪ󣬽ʵ̫ͷոߡ
ǲŲôɵҪʵȴܾˣȻЩСƨˣǿɾ̫ˡ
Ȼ֪ôģȴǿʵҲ
ƬȫֱֻҪ½Կ
̲ס㿪ֱ˴ȦûпԼĶӣʱ͵һֻɫ˳ȥȦһ׷̨ס
.......СԽԽˣĶӾģ̭ˣ
׷ˡʱֶñƽԽԽ󣬻ͷһȻһƶ׷ģ磡׷вУ
ҿܲˣֶͼúú
һץҲܲ˰СܵܣҪͣøȥˣ
Ȼ⣡ֶʹܻΪô˺һֻȵС
ѪôС
˺ҪǰԲԲռߵĶӱӼڣһһ׼
ûΪʲôǲģѾֻӵ˴Ȧˣ
ΪЦĶ֮ڱڻңȴû뵽ȥôʱ䣬ǻģۿ˺üˣҲ֪ôģ
˵õĵ꼶أ
Ҳʿƶ׷Χ˿Ժ׷׹ƽкãϽģ˷绯ļӴȥһƬͣսһأ
ֵܣȵȰۿˣ˰صĶɵģһ׶ǰĶ˵
ǰ޿̣һȥһȵȣ㲻ڸЦϣ
ֱӿеĻײţرʹȻֵ֣
ֵָԼϵֵ֣ܵģ
ʾгϵͳжӵصڵϡģҪͬˮ̧֣ͿĻϳּѪ֣벻ҪΥ涯
һѪ־ĶǣͷƤ飬ɥٰ췽ȡ֣㲻ҲᱻбҪôô
׷ֶĻЦˣѾ군ˣүүļڣ

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һںȥͬʱֶĵϣһƯƾʮתƵ˳ı·һܿĵҩǽը꣬ۡ
׷ִ䣬оԼֱͦ˱ѹ䣺......
ôûУ
߶ԽѲͼһֻɫﳯܹΪצֶ̫̫죬ֱӹġ
һ߿ƺЩ񣬸ǰ˿ɳ֮ԷͻȻὣ׼նϡ
ԽѲûнͷһ̬վţȴڵϵʱ򣬲ͻȻĶûпĶͼǰ˲ˡ
ͷԼؿûĵ⡣
ʾϳĺɫ֣׼ǳ
ӣϵͳ£õСǰķֶǱ붼ûһצӲȥȻѹԽѲ˳͡
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˳𲻱Ǿӣ
ϵͳǿԹ˵˳ȥʣµ峡ӡ
˾ˣϷô࣬ӦøϽȥϴϴ˯ô
ԽѲֶͷˣ
ֶͷ֪طڵӵͷǰ˲ſ죺......ౡ

ʲô
Ȼɥʧ˵˻Ȩֶ𾪵Ըӡ
ǰļ¶𾪻ʵı飬ԽѲϲɫǶȴɵغˣҲ˿ڼʻڡ
ȥȻе󣬶ҿԷı飬ûˡ
Ժеʱ䡣
ֶͨѶ򿪣ԽѲ˳ϣ㿪ڵһСܡԵеɣᵢǵļƻҹ
ԽѲͷûзԡ
ֶڳһȦһ﷢˰׺ġǧ׺ϾҲֻǵβμӻԱֺܳڵѧȻСһжȴģ͵츳ȱŬֲ
ԽѲǰ·ȫֶͷ·ĳͥĻҲԽѲֱĳȥһڱĵ꼶ʺۿ
ģܸҽܸҲŬˣ
ңԸ⴩һ߳ܵװ
ǵûѹ֣һֲؽֶĶУ̬ȰЦвŲǣ
׺ֶͬһʼ±˲䣬ԼʲôʱʶôˣȻ̧ͷһͼ־Եġ2333˲Ŀ֪Լˣ
ȻҲʱбͻȻֱֱײ̨ס
Ȼ̨Ŀĵģ;ôһӶǧԽѲֶײȥƶϽʵǣƶ쫷磡
Ȼ˵Ȼᱻֱײɡֶ˫ֻǰ˶ԷȭһּܵȽͣǧһ㽫һжȥͶԷĻ״
ԽѲֱӣֱӺͶԷֱײͿ˭Ļ׹
лҪ˵ǵ˲µˣǸ̫Ǽٵļٵļٵģ~
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˵
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ľʴʱ, ټƿ칫ҵŽ, ͼǵ˾İ𣺡úã
˶ʱ, ֱԭء
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һʱޱΣ뿴ãȻµؽԷ£ǵͷ߰ɡ
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ʲô
Ⱥںòã
ֶңңȺڱ˸ָ, ˳Ժ㲻Ҳ壬ȫǹƨ, û˵޹ֻдĶ֡
еŰԼű˵ıӻ, Ȼǣ
˰ɡߵһĨ˲ӣѣ㻹˵ҽǵһμżҲָܱġ
˳ͶǶ֡
ԽѲ߸߾Ͻؽֱָ׿Եͷ޾ڵϣԽѲϷ·ȫ
׿ȫǺǽƽֱӵɳȥȻʮֱ׳ײǽϣǺôΣա
˹ӦԺ󣬳ûֶڣõͼԴڣȻȴҪҲܸɽϴ𺦡
ֶعͷһۣ˹ֶλֻ֪ƺˣצӲϱ仯ûʲôǡö
ŵ˿ֻã΢ܹѵ˹ᾪ쳣
ϻĳУ
ӰԾҪܸߣȥȫҪʵսս飬γ䣬ʶ֪һıƶֻ̧̧ȣǼڻؽȻڼСʱڣҳ·ߡ
ȻƶŶĴӵ˵ʧ
ڲ˹ȻˣһСӵá
ͨѶд̵һá
˹ڵţǱǸʲôأ
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ǣĻͻȻƽ׿˲߶Ⱦ裬ʶٽϵֵȴû뵽Է͹Ͳ
ԽѲƺɻƺЦǣ˵ʲô
˫벻ԶѡսʺϵģҲǻʶ׿ͬ뷨
ȴû뵽͵ǰľȻԴڣ
֮ľ벻һԶ˷˲ɣ
ܾ˵Ľ
һĽǣٽȥûеԼǰŴ󿪣͵Ͳǰ
ѡ
ҪôѡһСȥԼһֱۣҪôֱӱ̭
ôܸڵһϴоͱ̭
ҧҧ͵һƫڻһֱۺɳȥֻʣ¼߹ϡ
ԽѲźֳڵϣΪյؽȶϧջԴڡ
ôľ룬ԴҲƿֱӽ̭ȥģǶԷķӦ졣
׿ǰһһ󷢺ڡ
ôǿˣΪʲôϲţ
ΪԷʤ׷ţȴɫĻֻǿһۣȻһȥ
׿˿
̫ˣԭԼģûǿĶ֡ڱɱ˸ֲ
ŵһСν֣Ѿ죬˿Լ֣ƺе΢΢̫죬
......ȫûзӦʱ䡣

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ֶڲԶƱ˹׷òӴܣԽѲ֪ʵֶˣŶԷ
΢һֱֶشдĳԹȺڻͦģڳϳʱ򣬾Ҳû뵽ſ̶̼ӣھ͸һҪСƼ㡣
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ǿʼãܵļƻҲЦؿ۵Ѫ
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ھίִİʾ£ŵȸ߲¹ܣֱ͡
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ΪˣһЩĳЦ˻Ųǵľѣϲ
ں󷽵ͬʱֶߵĳȴء
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˹ķңʱͨѶдͷɵôûн
˹ûлشԽѲͳֱӽõɳȥͨѶ׿ԵܻҶ˵˲öԸǸ
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׿ҧ˹ҽ࣬Ķӡ
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˾òԣԼߵʣֵܣʲô
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ʬѪһ߿ɲԣʬΥģ
һһŲȥµ˳һЦͬͬͬͬ˵űǰĻԱ
Χ˸ϽɢؿڿնĢƣڵ治УԱԺôҵõӴ
ܲҵǲ֪ڻС
ĵһǽǰͳͳɵ
ʱһһȥ֪ʲôʱ򣬳ϵ˿ʼĬػౣ־룬һݵʱ䡣
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ֶĸȫ۵ġ
վһ΢С𱳺޳ܴ󣬲һɲƽԭо޴ʯ
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ݰվ㹻ԶĵطȽϲңǰرһϳǣĳֵ·ȫ¶ڿУһƺ̫
ͽǽϽͨȴǲӰǵƺײһװƿ
ֶԭҪȥӰ׺ģһȦûпǧӰӣѾڻҳȥˡ
أЩʣ˿ɶʲôǵġ
˵Ƶﴫί²ͬѧҪ˷ʱ䡣

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䣬ڶŵļУһȷ˹ͬһ˲䣬ڳ˼ͬƶ
ȹ˽ԼǣĻһ̨ǿͻףעĿԭǣĻסоʱڰϵһ
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֮УȷĹǴڵڶĻס
ԽѲڵһʱͲˣֶȥǵλúܲɣڶ߲Զ΢һͱֱˡ
ڻŵķǳ棬Ȼƽ̨˺̶һܸʹߴﵽõѵЧ
ֶԽѲǵǱȥƵ𣬡Ҫվֱ̫Ӻ
ֶĴûп㵽ȥˣܺԼͨ˵ܽһתתͷֶԷԼʬ
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ʵԽѲֵҳˣ
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ϵֶһϸĺС
ҲǣǷŹң
ʲôϵ̹ˣµƹ´㻹ϵأ
̹٣Ѿתóȥˡֶڵڶŵϡ
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ҵվھ˵ļϡֶˣô㰫أǺ߰
ǰ˱ߣֱӽſǾûˡ
̹ЦøģҾϲֻģʱ㻹ܲôо񣡡
ȫ嶼У̹
ǿԽ̹١̹ٷ˷ԼñܣǱĻģǼȻ´ѧǾ°߰ɡ
֪Ƕ´ѧҹ޺¡ͻȻЦ崺磬ҿԸǣģǸڴʿһԴȥŶ
ѧŽ̹ٳ뻯ıԼǰ;ǡ
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죡̹һƳȥɺͷһֻϽ񵲡
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Ȼܵ˶ͷ
̹תͷڵ濪š
ֶûУҲǣ
ˣϢ˰ɣ̹ٿʵ
ɺ˵һ䡰ûСȻƨֱһţ̹ٷŭô㣿
Ӧù˰ɡ࣬ˣԼˣ
ֶ뿪ڣ̹һ˵Ȼϵ϶ǽġ
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컹ǵһ죬ôһ㣬һɣʮô̹˵
ʮʵãǶлйеˡ
ǵȻģǹﻹкǧɱΧõ´ѧѾ㹻׼ǳԿ໹Ǵ۶Ҫš
Ͼǳ˾ӪӽӵĵطܶƽûȨҪΪױֻѧУ·
Ȼѡ´ѧҲ˶ΣսպյУѣͬҲǾѡӵļеأÿһػɱΧ˾ͿԿѧУĵλжߡ
ҲֶĿ
ҪСܿδ֪ɱǹǾˣҪΪƽӴ˿Բǲμӻǿ´ѧѰһƽ㡣
ⱲµµΪȥ
˱Թ̹ºһ㣬ѧٳܴ˿ֱȻǲԶžͻ򿪡
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ѧУʱܽɽԾѵڽС̹˵
սϵһҲ׼
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սϵһָ߸ϵİȺ˵ǾǸͻֵġ
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һһֻ顣
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ͬѧǳ̾һ
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ɺͷ·ʾ̫࣬СĽ̹㿪̡
һôĽ̹Ŵ󺰣սϵͬѧһЦ
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¶Ц⣬ֺܿѹȥԼĶ˳ȥ
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ֶ𻰣˵ģǷսϵģֱˢѾעˣα
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ٳ䣬ֶƮƮ˵ְ֡
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ͬѧǰ̹ҲڣҪ÷սϵСѳǣҲһĴ
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ԭͺķսϵѧһսϵ˳жǵıӰ͸̹ܵĿ⣬ֻоѹɽ
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ȺȻʼ١
һǰмսϵˣһĹƽΪսϵĴңңڴսϵѧЩ۾Ҫˣĥ˱ѪĥƱҪܵ·ʯ߿
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ǰɣѪʱܱģ
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΢һ㣬¶һСֱۣûбҽࡣ
Ŀ겻ǸЩսϵͬѧϣǾ
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һ˶֪еǱ壬ܻǺûƵģΪ̹ٸʱͻֹҹǰʱֱӻɻ֣ΪպĻ׼
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ԽѲһԼĵ˭Ȼʶ˵ֶǵͷ
˫ָŵǸǹƽ
϶֪Щ¡аЦһˮ
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Ļתĺÿ졣˵ȷʵˡ
㻹СһԼɡԽѲĮ
ЩѾڰ˾ŵģһ˭ܴҡ˫ںػ֣ѵָЩһ
ԽѲûٴ𻰡
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ͻȻ΢ǹڷ˲תԥؿһǹ
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ҲӦѸ٣׷Źķɨ䡣
ȳװܹȥǿݴԣȴһĿûڸ
ôģ˾
λܲ˵仰ֶͻȻӲԶ

102

ңûа취λԴ
ǲԽѲѻҵģЦ⡣
˲شл褵ʵʵش˵ˣĻԲţǲ˵
밡ֶѭѭյһʵȴĸ粻ֲܿñ𣿡
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׼ʱ룬ֻҪڼת򣬾͡ɽ롣ߡϦܶ㿪ӵ
㲻Ҫ˵ˡл濪ڣָ˵˲ĻҾͲġ
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ϱƽļסˣĵκˡ
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ԭͱҡļ¸㤡
ǵĲö޼ǲµĻǵõϢ
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ʵҲˡл˵ʼǹҺһǹûдйһǹҲûС˺Σյġ
ˡ˽ǹָ׼룬ںȥҲ̫ûЧʣֻʣһλˣл׼ͷã⼸ˡ
أ
׷ȥ뵽һ߿ֵʣ;̫ѵˣ˭֪һδս᲻зսϵôõˢֻ˭
лֹǣֻһվԭء
ֶķֿ뿪ķؿΣԼˡ
Ŀһеֶ......
л褹վһı󣬷·һС
ֶ̽ſڣڿ˵𣿡
лѹһǲܣҪɱ񡣡
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Ҿ׷ȥȽϺáֶڵѻŶǺΣյģҵȻҲȥǷһʵһʱ
л褽ֶµĿøɾ۾ǰ濴˿ʵͷˡ

103

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Ƭ̺ǹ, ˣŨܵĴбƵ˿ĵط
л褿˿˫ֿ̥˿ƽȵûѽ
Ȼܡɺͷߺߵֵ㣬Ѫɶϡ
ǹͬĵطƽл褣Χм䣬׼ͷٺãһ˿һǹͿˡ
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лͻȻܸ˵Һϲ㣬ˮƽ̫ˣ֪
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ֶܿ棬ֹͻȻͬھϾлﻹмӵȴֻһˡ
˵ء°ͣڿȥ
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ˢһᶼûˡ
šлͷ
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л褽뿪˵ֶȵ𷴲֪ѻеӵ϶ģʮһһ㶼
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ֶ̾˿ԼĿ˵֪ʲô𣿡
л㶣ʲô
ͮͮġֶ˵ģġ
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ôأ
лˬӿڴͳӵһ˹ȥֱɢڵϣֶ¿˿һʮ߿š
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㱳ȥ·ǰߡֶӻ֣ʾÿһ·ҺܳŵģԲɱͱ䵶ӵ¡⣬ҲҪֹ㻹ӵǡ
Ҳģл褿ܸˣǸˣҲô޳ܡ
˶ȥˣתͷȥŭֶ˼Ҷôȣ㻹˼۾˵Ϲ
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лûӵˣǹã֮ǰת뿪뿪ǰعͷһ䣺ǵĿҲǶϷ𣿡
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ָӺ˽ңûб̫ϣһɱ˱߽߱ʱֶ˵ʹҲǸַˣֱӽлɹͿԿʹ֪ϣ󡣡

104

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Ү˱ĵˣѿвʬϷ㷸İ
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ˡ
ҺǷӦѸ٣ʯͷ棬ɢĿСǻ˴Ϣʱ䣬Ѱֻұһ·
ǲܴһ˽ǹţȴûڵʹ
Ҫȥ߱ˡǿʼ·ͦʱָӵһȣ쵽·ڵʱ򻹼ǵýȵ㣬ûóȻȥ
ֻոսһԴ󣬾ͱͷ
......ԴѪֿ죬ֻʣһˡ
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˫ݵصŲһʯͷϣ쳤Цǣٹ
·Ǻܿܵβƽ̹һ˫ڹؿڣһ򵱹أĪ˭Ҳȥ
ֱһСӣСӵ˿ϵʬ֪תܣӵƿնٷУһؿӵصˡ
оģǳã
ǣֻǣĻ䣬ҪĹذӵ
ֶ˲ôˣӵȫƽԺ󣬶ͦ˫̥סȥ

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Բۣڳָ࣬ûǰߣںûãֻһֿܣԹѻҵ·ϣ
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Ȼԣһĵ棬Ҫ滻һҵĶѣȻڵĵطܰȫ
ʲôҪ𣿡
ûҪ󡣡ֶеֻҪٶȹ죬׼ͷöOK
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Ѹһ·˼
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ɲǣֶڣ˭ˢֵҲ, ԼҲ뵽, Ҫɢġ
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Ϊȱϵ̹ٿһڣ
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˷㣬һһս
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ȻַӴĹͷ
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ڱյ÷ô㣬ѾǼͷˣе㸴ӣԵϹȥ
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һͽ̹ٵĹϵԺ󣬵ڶʹԭͣȺ㣬ðǰӷ۷һ飬Ⱥ²ؿ޵ҹſУҪؼңߡ
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ҼǵǸ̹Ƣܲһ˾ôѧô죿
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˫໵һԴʹ顣

ҽӵĵ绰˵иҵʮӵУſȥá˶ţһԲ
ʵҪңûиң˸ѣϲ֮˺Զ
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ֶ͵زڵϣһ䣬ɱȻ
ڣǵжָơȻͻ״ǵϼûбˣԼϼʮȨж

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ΧȴһǺǵġ
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Զ׼Ҫһȥĳ˹µΧtֲһϣҲ˵Ӫıڸ
˭ָһźɫȦȦĵط
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ǿ飿ߺߵΪԼأ
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ǵĹռٶȾԱٶȿ졣ֻҪȹκҵٰʻ֧ԮÿԽ˰Χ
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ǰԣ˻ߵؿҪԼϢ͸󲿶ӡ
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鼯ŵֶĸ, ¢õķɴҵ, ȻһǮ, һͳķɴǴ´ࡣ
ĪǮ˶ϲô棿ԿŻƫƫҪǮ
ֶԽѲ˳ȥ, ʡˣͨѶƵڱ׽֣ʼ˸İš
ΪŶ, Ѿ֪ˡ
ÿڵͨѶ豸ʱ򿪵ģ˽Լķ䣬Ž׵İš
û˲, ˼ȷʵǿʵɣûбĶӳ
ŶҪĻڣϣȫңҪȨָ߲ӵÿ˶óʵʵһս־ڱصã
ɴ¸ۿǣǾѤǺӣңԶ߽ĺʻȥ
ȻɧҲϵ˹ŵǣȴҲϵĺƽмش
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˶ˣ״һ˫ףڻĵλϣʦҲԱߣܿл˸ǵȿȡ
󣬴˿ΧˣһۿȥǸ꼶ˮƽѧ
һֵϵû
ҲҪϵ˫ɾ˫֣ΪʲôϵôõĴֻҪǸŮΧת
Ȼ˼ѵģǲġ
Ҳѵ
ϵίˣ㵱УɡĮ
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ֶͬѧΪǲεǸṩİһ٣ͱǵĻ׽רҵĻʦȫλĸ˰˫ɣڡ
Ѫһֱʰ˱ƵĻʦҪôͱҪôһֲʮλȻǸס
Ŷ˶ʮ̨ڵĻױ඼ǲϾǱĻףҪҲܹ󡣶ΪݲһеĲʺʻ˲ٿء
ʦ԰ÿ˵ѵݣΪϵԭʧֱ۶೤߶۶ʦæ졣
һͷվϼźص۾ԾңҽףǸ
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ˮƽ˵Ǿεѡһ峡Ȱεѡѡˣʱ׼油΢˫ۣݶɳѡ֣Ӧ䡣
ڲԶһϢ
׺ʹʦȥ֤ͨ˵شûйƣԭסԼ䣬õ֤ͨǺϷǷǷ֡
ͬѧǴ澡Ҫȥ뿪ǰ֪ͨľ񶼲ôѺá
Ѻʲô˼˫ɻûף׾͹صͨѶ
Ҹӵ豸е¼ŵȽѵԼ˶ս
ֶԼͳ׷˺ܶ಻֮͡
лƬĴϳԵø֨֨죬Ƭмһ
˫ɺҪķռϷ
ԭ˲ϤκζϷʹȨˣǿʼϧ

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Բҧң
ҵģȻҧ㣡
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Ƕô׽Ĺϵ˫ɱĿзͷشѵֵҲֵܣԼ˾ͲҪô
ʹļ׵ҿǺͬˣ
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ʵǻ뿪ɶš
Ƭֶ̺ҲɱĶ顣
Ǹɴ࿪һUNO
СʱԺ˶ʧȥ˼飬̱ϵģ̱ϵģ˶һǷϡ
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ǳȥһأ룺ˣʹڷ
ͬ⡣˷׷׾޳ɡ
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ϾĻ䣬ܸ̫ı
ۣ˻ȻһɢԼķʰ׼
Ӻ󣬷ڵľȫۼڷſڡ
ۣҪȥٰһ·
ٺٺ١˫صؼüŪۣҲҪȥ档
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ܵĲ٣ȻҲ⡣ֶҧŰǽ͵ľڼǰڰյǵǰȥ߹ܣֱӰѵ˳ȥ
ԿģҲûԸͶʣչ
ʵӦÿġֶһ߳ȥʮɢ̫ãӦò֪˾ʲô
Ժξֳ档
ԽѲȸϣ༸˳Ҳȥ
Сѧܣ˵ĲŴһ˫ҡҡͷ
ΪĳЩ棬ұ˽ϸֶ˫ֲ¿ڴ
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裬޵Ĵӭƿ·ˡ
·Ǻˮޡ
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ӱһȭоŸˣУƲͬڳˣսȭͷɿģƨ£
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͵ǶںԺķ
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Ȼõе㻬һֱͦϲǸ쵽߲ͳ죬鷳¶ࡣ

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ǵ˷ɴΧýȥҲûʲôģǸɢڸ硣
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һָɣʹȫ⣬ڲǿԼѡ
Ҳûаɣ
ֶҲüܾеš.ܹʮֳģڳʧ
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ԭֵͻȻܽȥһˣΣط·ػʲô˱
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ֳ˰Ѳߵ
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Բۣ˫ɾеҸоܳٶȱӻ찡
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ǲԼĸλϣܸ˫ҡҡͷûס
Ĳ̫٣˭Ըظλ
ֻҪ˼˼һ¾Ϳˡƽ˵꣬ԼƮƮȥ
·;ͺܽˣڵϾ͸ϵ˺ǡ
һ·ɴ˶ֵͬҰһܳȥ·ûмϣڽ׻ֹʱѾˡ
ջز֣侲ǲǻȥѧУһ豸Щ˿ӡ
ԷǰľΪص㡣
ֶ˶ŵͼϹָӣ죡ұߣߣȥʲô·ϣûǾ͵ͷ
µ˾ˣ˾˾Ҳ·𣿡
ǾͿ㰡˫ɷĴ˾ĿҵĴѾˣֻпܰοң
۵˾һ񾭲۵糸˱ΪصڴȻȫ˳
ҺǸ񡣡˾ĵҪȻȺУͶ۹ȥˣ
ۣ֡
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˵Ŀһһ䡣ֶ, ԽѲֱһԼȴǰһ˵֪ǼŲѡ𣿡
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šֶʶҲʶ
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ԽѲɨһ·һ̨ɫĻףŴųֱ֣۶װ˱䶳ڣֵʱа˸ߡ
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ڳ֣˱ʻգѧܡ
ߵĹڲ٣ؾԹкֶһѧ̨Ϲս
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ɫڳһطˣƽ۾һ䣬ǹº͵ЦݣͬĶ΢΢Ϲá
ףôˣֶԽѲʶ𣿡
ԽѲѸ۵׵ɱͷûôù
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ʶϦ𣿡ֶü

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˵ԱѾλûôã˵ϳ³ǵԿƣǽ˵Աůɫλڵܸ߰˫ľӢѧѾĦȭˣ˵򵥽һƣ
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ݶƷľԷγɣ˴ֱľ󴫱硣
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ʿⶫ˵ޣǺҪǻˮƽϵȥǩ׿б꣬ɱļϳ
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˽ŵսȭ׿Զŵضͷð
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ص˲˼ߣͬʱֱһ̧ڣ
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ɱ, ǶԷһֱʵ
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ֻԼ֪һ˲ľǵжܶһιǴĺ֢һʹ

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ס䣬ڵһ䡣
˫Զⱻ֪ĸ䣬ʯԹһŵĶս˸ƶ뿪ʮǧ
գֻѡս
˫ϥٸȥͬʱӱ˫ɽǰ׻һڵ
ûж㣬Ǿվԭأƾ׿ɱǰ
ˣɣһƴ򲻹ֶǰһˮƽôѡģ
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漴һƯĹˤ޴Ļڵϣɳʯ
ǡЦһ˵Ĳɣƽʱ۾ϣоȫӵһ֪˰ɣ
ԭΪ׿ԵʧֶͬѧԶ׷׳Ĭˡ
׿Ժлˡл褼˶ϲÿ඼ѣ׿Ϊ̫߰ƧûԸ
ƽʱܹ˲٣ʱվڶΪ˵һĻ
ֶͻȻλֱֱߵǰ
Ķһʲô
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ͻ˫ɼææܣлú˵ֶַſ
Ҳɴ۾ȥԼ죬ŭ˵һҲ۾ϣԼＸûô
ѧãһһҽѵң
ȥֶ֣ȴֱצһͻȻͳһ亹
ֶؿѲΧͬѧΧˣȴͻȻ֣Ȼſʱ˼
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˫սϣĿޱϳܴӮԷ
΢΢תȥŹԽ׺٣Ȼ÷㶮ƨȲ˵ʵսж٣Ŵһѵң˭ĵ
Ӯ԰ɣǾͱ죡ֶͻȻΧߴߴֹͣ
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˼Ȼתӹϯȥ
㻰˵̫ˡ˫ɲ޳ɵؿ˼ҿѧ
ֶָƽյǲ֪ޱȷʱ򣬶Ѽ以ȴ˽ζʲô
ðɣ˵˵㡣ӣȻȥǸ
Ī꣬Ƣе㲻ãͺŮƵġ
ˣû衣
һֱûпڵĹƽͻȻתͷȥǸ
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Ȼתͷȥٶ˵һ仰
ĪһͷˮػԼλ
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˰ɣˣ
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һã׿Եֱס޷ŭӣ͵رٵļͷյɹŤٵı

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ұߵ壬ܿƵϥڵϣϺһѽ
ˡ
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˻ȥʧҲûжɥ
׺ԽѲԺص᳡˽û¶ʲô飺ûϵһٽǻĳĻᡣ
ֶ߽µʯͷ̾һ
ǵĵһ߲ˣȻʿԣɲںķӡ
׿ԵļʻѾˣȴ㶵ԭأٸһѺõ⣬Ҳûᡣ
ֱܾ֮ŻֱվһһϢȥ
ڴվżˣæûϵǻлᣬϢ㲻Ҫ̫ѹ
............׿Ŀֱֱǰĵذ塣
һˣġ
ȻġӹϯߵڲԶһ㲻ǾԼô
׿ûގZˣԹǰߣһԲ
ȵȡֶ㻹ðɣ
׿Եͷȴʲôû˵ȻֶͻȻƫͷƹǰߡ
Ȼ߳˻᳡
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ڣܶѧԺõУձ߼ʮ֣ķ㡣
ȰˣߡԽѲ߹ȻȻǣֶ֡
ӮôҪôֶʡ
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ΪĲԼкܶ˵
ֶǱ̨ʣֻǾе
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أ˫ÿӴķ̧ͷƹϴŮҪҪɣ
ᡣ׺Ƥ䷹һ䵭УôѾ̭ˡ
лҧſӣͷ˼ϣûѧУء
һ㶣׷׵㿪Լԡ
ѧУ̳ϣһ޶ѧԺӣ೰һѡ֡
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ֶصԣѵÿһα˫Ҫܣ
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ֶ룬е㲻ġȻеƨʵĻҲûСʱôˣôǲǲ̫ã
ôţ׿Դţǰ
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׿Եͷܿ˵Ŀ⡣
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ͬѧǣеΣ˰һ˵Ա겻ѡ
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ڵλϯϣѧĬԣ
ʣһ֣Ťת
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׿ԴȺǰ̧ͷ˲䣬һȭᵽϡ
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ĽԼ, Ȼûз𣬶˶
׼ˣ֪ཫ˸ˡ
ԭվǿȵĶԿ, ڸ߷׶ΣʱҪȶ˵ĻԼ
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ô죿ŵѲҪϳһ֣
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ʵһģƺѾˡ
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лѧһָ㣬һϳûӮ𣿡
лʵҲμӵ
μӣ
ᣡлͻȻһӮ
أֶָ˫ɡ
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һֱλûзԣ¶һЦ
Ķ飬ڻ˹
һġ
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Ľ׵ļ
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ʲô𣿡
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ļϵˡţһ̫ˣֶҲܴڰеһֱȥķ塣
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ϣһֱȥ
ΪΨһȫΪľꡣ
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Ǽʵˣ¶Էԭҧгݡ
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ȻЩѡּ졣
ˡ׻صǰ档
˵Աȵٴڴͬʱѡ˫᳡
ѡΪʮ˺ԽѲܶѧԺѡ֡ʮĺţ壡
ϵˣͬһʱ̧ͷԷ
һĿɱһ۵׵Ĳ¶ߵĺ
Ϊ˫˻ףû˿˫ղԡ
ԽѲ¶һ˿Цתһ˸ߵ.ڱС
˵Աੲݣ뿪ʼʮʱ䣬˫·𶳳˵ܣһؿŶԷ
Ƶ𣬾ȻԽѲͨѶƵþò
ԽѲ˿ʱжʮ롣
þòԽѲЦЦҲܶܲܿһû
ΪʲôһأᣬȻĴ磬һʧ϶á
˫Ҫʡºܶࡣ
㻹ûôԽѲش
ʮ롣
˫޻˵
롣
ΪͥʦЩΪʲôһֱ㣿ԽѲͻȻڣΪֻΪ˵λȹ̣
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ʱΪ㣬˫һ˲ǰ壬ڵݺײһһգ۵˲˫Ѿ
ȭͷȭͷνӣûһ˿Ķ޷νӣҲܽԼɵ˺ڼϾһںȥ

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ڵؿʼѹں䣬δ
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ȫſϣ߿
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ΪʲôûеǼڲ᣿
岽ˣͻȻһϵжںֱϣȻӲ·˳ȥ
оգǷһ֡
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ĿֱӿԪ٣һ, ŵǹʶת𣿡

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ѧݡ˵۹ݽͻʵ۵ãڿܶѧԺѧ䲻ܣǱʾһҪء
Ҫȥ̸ܽʲô, û˻ѯʻֹ
, ˡӽϵİ״Ŀ棬һĺѡԱһ, ⳡ˸ѵ, Ҫһս
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ԪٵĽŲסˣʲôΪʲôҪȥⲻǻûдŶ𣿡
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׹Ȼ˳ϣͶɳѸսһ
ԶȱľǼ飬˫йע£ֱͻѡֱһͿأҲһڶ졣
֮һˮƽı˫һ󲻷и߲ӰƿءǱȵĲսˮƽ˫δ
һӢѧۼ漸ס˿ǵδ޵Ŀܡ
ǰ͹˽ţֵתѡֵ۷塣
ʱԵһսϣͶעĿ⣬ɣ̾ţȡѧԺĽ͵͵㿪ֱۿֵĴĻʵֻת
ֿ֣ĳϰųͭζ֣ѹߵѧ
ڵ˫˭ûбʵһϳھڣȭͷȭͷ󵶽´󵶣һʹͬʱ׼ӦԻƣһʱԱʮ
Ѿǿˡ
Էоȣڲѧˡ
׵ȻҲΪ棬ʽıȴٿӰѧûĸ
ܾС࣬Ҫһ׹¹ͷᱻ
ԽѲʱŴҴҸһ۳ڣȻֿ˿ѧһ˺üͷ
ԪԶֱӵͷ΢Цʾ⡣
ԽѲһ˿ЦŤͷߡ
Ҳû⣬ֻ££ڣ͸Ѫѹȥ
ʱͻȻθΣӭŶϳ壬ٴξʱ򣬽׼ڣԷͫһæ㿪
ײӦʱ䣬һںȥΪؽһöڵı˹켣ס˶ֵ·
ԼὣϹֵ·
Ȼ˷ǿԱܿ΢ɣͱܿͷһĶܿ죬ȴһۣ˷ǿ·ôܱܲ......
ĻȻֹ
һתȻౣװúͻķ϶һŤͿԽĿ೹жϡ
ǽͣˡ
氲
ֱڿʼɧײŻڣ𣿡
ɫҰ׵ڼʻڣһϣһ亹......䡣
жûоĿˣ
˫Ӽʻںƽǰͽ֣ǿȻǼͬҷǳϣܺΪѡ
Ȼԡ׵ɫƽ
ѧ˵ԭرըֱһòã̫Ѫˣ⼸ıȻǶûϳÿһ̨¹ۿĶ֮໹Ҹ.¿żƷְʮֵķ߳ȥ˶⡣

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ȻһҪŶǵѾҰȥˡмϢǿɻѵίҪѡֵıֽ˹
Ǿ˵˻ӮĶ԰ɡֶŲڵϰӮ˵ĽʲôҪҪ̸ǣ
ְ֣ǣлðۿ
ǵĳԺȫˣֶһ֣һ˽һ£
꣡˻
׸ովսûлָܾǵ룬Ҳ̫죬˵˵ȥǾǾŸֶ
һɺڵգȴ֪ڰеĶѾƽˡ
................
ǵĻΧ𣿡ԽѲ㿪Բ鿴ͼ
ֱӺعһɴмûͣκվ㣬ֱĿĵعȥ
ԭȽ׿лӻʣҪǶԿǿȹߣŲϢ
һ뵽һȺͷ۵ӣͳϨ뷨
ֶǲòĵһˣ˻໴Ҫѧչء
ǻӻַˣȥ棬ǵڶһҪϻѵ
ѵлһοհ׺ƽú棬ܾûлˡ
ֶչȥͼһƬϵںǹϽ϶ǰȫġ
ûеһԽ磬ԻᱻΧΪһƬܺƽ
ϵһʻڴ
ˡֶƻιȥ
ʻϵĽüͷţõʻʸ֤ܾˣϲ˾Ƚš
ڵе졣
ϵϵĿ̨ͷ˵
ɣôܣֶչȥĻȷʵϢͬʯ󺣣Ѷ
᲻ǵִԱڻࣿ
ɵѽѣôһϢûУ
ô£ֶ˲۾Ļ
ʱǽ䲻ˡ̫Ѩôģε˲Ǻܶ𣿡
ر˽ͨڽӽʱӦյ֪ͨ
ûˡл𾪵ҡҡԣôûأϾҪͨˡ
Ӧȫ渲ǵİÿϵһһ㶼ᱻװź֤ȫϵ磬ٳֱ
ûϵͰѽȱˣ˫ħԵЦˡ
û뵽ǣһƬ磬Ѿȫ
ô£׷Ϣһֱȥžòԡæϵ˵ͨѶȫˣûǾ뻥ת棬ϵ᳡ϣ˵һ飡ϵ᳡ϣ
ǵϢѾûл㱨ˣҲ˵ǺʧȥϵѾ졣
˱ۣ޹ġ
᳡лףȻֻǱõģôҲһսǵķɴͣ˻᳡󷽵Ľƺڣȹȥõѡ
Ȼ֪ʲôǹԹ᳡ȥ·ͬãȻĿܶѧԺѧ
Ҳйȥˣˡ
ǲɵɫѿûзϲǵϢȫȥ
ίأǲӦýЩ𣿡
ίᶼǿհ׺ƽѾˣһڣǲ˳¼ϲԱѾܵزˣ
ͻȻ˸սȥᷢʲô¡
Ҵ᳡Ѹٽ˷飬滮鳤ڸ죡
Ÿˣ
Ÿ׵ɫڱˣֶܳȥľǾŸˡ
ͻȻһ죬涼Ż˻Σѧеı⧲˦ϣ˫۴ãȻɾ֡

146


ԣϪڻ
װͻȻ߿᳡Ĵ룬Ƕǹźķߣûܵһͽڳѧơ
һ֣صĽЦЦڶǹָԴţҪҵһµģǿڳѧûˡ
ð
ǼȻѾˣѵûЦ˵
ֳ˳, ɿƽһƦ, ǵĲԱϢǹ, αҶһȥһأ
˶׾˫, ʾû, һ㣬С߻
˻¶һЦݣǹ΢΢ƫͻȻһǹ˳ȥ
ͻȻ׺ݵ˵, ǹƫԭĹ켣, ԭҪ򴩹Ľؿڵӵļ򴩳һѪȻը𡪡

ĽżȥҧѺĲҺ̽ȥ
Ⱥ쵰ŭˣĽߵѧ, ŭ, ʱҪǹ, ֻŭӶԷ
۵״΢΢Ŀ־Ͳ
ǾУμССģͻ, ȴûмѪѧһ·˳ʵûоˡ
˽Ʒȥ, ˫ַڱ󡣡һ˦˦ǰŽ׵һȭ
ڵ, ³һѪ
ˣЦŶ쿪һǹѧһῴСķϸһҪзҲⱬǵͷ
ǲľˣһѧҲǵ۹ľˣǺ
βЩϸʮּ
˲ʮǹڶ׼ܴСѣڲǺǵĴ
ſȥ˫ֱͷ泯ſã
ܶѧԺѧǰһĬغͺţάһϺͷȡ
۹ľˣ㿳ͷҲԲſ
ǼΣյ۾ʳָĦŰһʱš
ȻǺôǲ֮Ľס޶ѧԺӻڣ룬ʽ֮ͨǰǲҪǵֹס
˵ͷ³һԣұǲֻҪѧʵ
۾ǡһָָ´ѧѧһ˶¡
͵ˣһͷȥסͬ˫ַڱ
ӳѧŭˣ̫
죡ͻȻڣתͷĿƶѧſ¡
û˶
ʱôҽǡ
ŹĽܵѧŵϣȻԼҲͷſȥ
ܶѧԺѧвʣҲзŭǹʲôˡ
Ҳſ£ɴʿǵ˫ס
ǺãȻԼͬѧŶѧסӣǰδеĿֻ䡣
ԼڵϵǹϵĺƽˮˮѾûжˣȴͻȻԺǳ֣ô֪ģ
ûܵκεԤͻȻ֮䣬ǵȫӢѧ˹µ
ͻȻĹ
ŽŲԽԽԽԽ󣬾ĹͷͷƤ飬Ƿ׷Դķȥ
һ˳ſڣɫ԰ףվ;ȫ䡣
ûʲô£ҵڲڡԼͷ

147


û˻شҲ⣬һ......ǣԪ壬˭ԽѲ
аЦЦͷָ⣺ټһл褡
أ
һƬž
ڵڡ
ô᲻ڣ⼸ҪѵܳȥЦǰ˲ˣ
еѧ˻Ԫ֣ͷľ
ⲻǣ۹ǸĴ
û˵һȦ˶ͷû˵ˣǿƵľӣ¡
ʲô˼ѧ۾
ȺΪʲôƣ
ѾڣѾˡ
ô˵ֻڳϿϷɴͣȻΪ˻λĽţǵĽ̸صѡǵķɴϡ˹ϵЦʧͻȻ
Ǵߡ
űͣ˹ָĹؽڣʱޱ飬·𷽲Цºа˸ڡ
ûгϵôһҹȥҵģ˵ǲǣ
źѾռˡΧû˻شԹԵظ˳ȥôֻͣô
ʱֶ˼ʻ÷ɴת˸ͷǿȥ
ǾϵΧһǣźͱװڴ˴ͬʱΪǵʱõ֤ͨٴνʱֻҪˢȨ޶ú͵ϵֱӽ롣
׼ֱӴԭ·ȥʱֶͻȻüһס֣ӱȥһƫƧĵطͣ
Ȼ˲ԾʱѸٵתú̽չĵߴȻʻ
Ϊ˼Сرе棬ضĹɷɴ濿
ûκ¹ʷϵʮӣѾش¹ʣǵıͨѶƵûнյԹٷһϢ
ҪôǵıͨѶˣҪôǣٷѾˡ
ǺߣôǸӲڵͷغǡ
ľսؽ䵽棬Ŵ򿪵˲ȥԭ˴ֱȥ׸Ǽ˸սͻȻǿҵľ۹ƣµķɴ˲
ͷһ
ڵѾû˼ʱˡֶ͵һǣܣɢܣ
˷¡¡죬϶Ŀȷֱ˵ķɴ
Ȼһͽ̽˸ɾûˣϽѲ飡
Ѿƽ񿴼̽һͷȴڿɷϽԴŽա
ڷʲô뿪ʱʲô£Щ˭˭Ҫץǣ
ƽ񱩶ζǵ۹᣿
ǸиԵͨѶţɢҲͬʱ磺ڶԷֳ£Ȼ߲ƣֻ취ƽУ
ޱ䣬ֶȵһڵЩԲǵǹʱ״̬ЩϴŷǺ

ʣֻ
κһ漯ţǵĿֻһǾɱӡԴκλǵټû͵۹ûһԽǽɱ
Ǻܾ֮ǰΪĳЩԭԸǩƽԼ˺
ȴҪֱһȺڡǾӵĺۣľѵֻʮľѵֻһȺѧ
ͻ......ɡ

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ԽѲֶͬ·˾ƫƧС·ҺƶȽϴ󣬺ֵܶûۣ˾ͷ·Թһ
Ƕǽǽ֮䣬Ѱ澭
ԽѲͻȻֶƿӭŶԷãȻ۾ڵҲܺͬ·ˡ
Ϊʲô
ԽѲ˿գ谵ûһĵļ󣬶ǳֵӣСﻹĶ
ͻȻ뵽̹ٵǸ¡
ԭİҪһӵģǶζʧȥе¡
ڵΪ£ԭͺ޹ء
ֶͻȻ̧ͷдãͷһ˵
Ҫֶ͡
ԽѲĿתܣı㹻ǿĹּΪӣֶ׾ٵ˦ˡ
һжڱ
ֶһȭǽϣʱʺѪ
Σϴʹѵظһжʵġ
֮䣬ս죬̵ĿĻʽαȻԽѲȥ
ͨѶͻȻһİĺ룬ĬŽͨĻϳֵϤİѾժˣ¶־ԵĽɫͷͺɫ۾
ַƽӣһһֶͬѧԪº͵Цˣּˣٴҽһ£ǻԪ塣
ûʱһɵġֶɫλû˿ӡ
һȨ֪Ԫº͵Цݣ崺磬ƺʴȵĹԣԽѲʵݣҲǻ񡣡
ŵ۹ҵѪ˴αΪ˴ӵعҵġ
Ǹðƻ
è
ֶɫ
Ѿܾúܾûˡ
Ժľ䣬ȱ˶һĸо, Χȥȥ, ֻһ, ·һ޴, ۿ, š
ԼԭҲԼ뷨Ϊκ˶ҡȻֻԽѲܸоϵ
Ǹ޿ġ
˵ԽѲǴѹֲס¶һ΢Ц, ôô, ϵңҪ˵ЩϻôԹˡ
Ԫ崹㲻ţ

ֶ˵һ, ͨѶر, Ȼһ, һӽֶ
ڡ
˫ɽдž㤵ûпԽѲ........һ˵ԽѲûߣ
ֶĺͻȻ, Ｗ֣ûС
Ȼ˫˳õĳĬ
صĵطʱûѲ飬˫ΪٱܶĴ˫ɵж֪, ܶʮ
ɼһͷʮֲá
ҼǵãǴ¥һʾ˫ƺһεĵطʼѹ˵Ƿɢʼܺ, ĻϿʼתÿһֵļأҸղſ......ԽѲ˳ȥ
֮һ˸֮أ......жӻ͡
ˣͻȻ󺰵˵ʲô˵ʲô˵κһ˱ץסִǺ̸ɿĳ룡
侲˫Ҳżˣһʲôû˵Ҳ¶ۣڵǣֻʣ˰˸ˣǸô죿
ֶͷѵãؿաѾķ֪÷̽жôһһ̽⣬һܲ
˸ˣĿǰеսûκ
ôûнӵĳϢ޶ѧԺѧִʲôλãһĿţĹѡս

149


ԽѲͻԪô£
ԽǿԼ侲ԼͷŭԽԽ
һȺɵĶ飬ǱӻĿѧңӵȳɨʽĲԣ׷ԭʼѪ
һȺˣôϢʱ򣬱Žģ
֪ģȫҡֶزȥԪٴγĻϡ
ʱԪѾ㲣˳ǣƺ¶һº͵Цʧˡαװһӵʾľ
㲻Ҫô˵Ĺ񡣡
ʮǰһңɺͱ˺ƤϢè̫ӣӺ£Ǹλã̫ӱͳǣȴ;ַ֣ʧȥټ
·˹Ϊ׵ļİõӵλ
ȴͥʦ̫ܽҵңԶǣִӿܱ˵ơ
˭أ
ںʵﳤȻ󱻸߼ߵһĿܣûһûܹʻͳأҲûһ챻˿
Ҳ¸㡣Ƥɫͫ׾עֶҺʮ꣬°ٴΰɱûһ˯þȻҲһģ˭֪һ᲻ᱻذ׸ƺ
ֶͷѾʼ
û㷢ֹ𣿡ԪһЦΪҡͺͻԶ޷Լе˶һʮʲôŵ۹ҵѪ
顪ͨѶ͵˳ȥǽϷһҽУȴ漣û𻵡
Ļϵ˵ɫͷ΢΢䣬ϵı飺ͥʦͺ˹Э飬ѾѱҸЩϣܶá
ԼɣҺȣ˭Ҳ˭
СĶѾԶ룬ȴɸоĵ״δйĺ䡣
ԪǼٵģԽѲʧʮ洢۹ȷʵԱ֮䲻ñѣû˺֮Լױȵĸ߶ҳϡ
ԽѲĸ٣һжϱ׼ûа취ţԽѲźһȳ
˵ԽѲλ֮ŵֻԥ
......ԪûƭôһӣԽѲˣôһͱȥɱ.......
䣬˷
תŲԽѲ뿪ķ׷ȥԽԽ죬ٶȿ쵽£Ϊضߵľڷٵˡ
ͻȻܳײһ˭ûɲסͷ׿ԵĿϣȻ󿴼Էɫˡ

ͻȻƵһߣ׿Ծ͵һӵֶڣڷʲôѵ㣡
ֶعѿ˲ǰܡ
ע⡣侲ϣֹͣ÷ɴҪӳȥ
ã
ͨѶ˵ʱûʧһˡ
ΪʲôûԽѲ׿һü
ֶĬæ͵аѳĵͼˡͼҲǻԪṩģɲ롣
............
䡣
ݼ¶ķ϶ͻȻӰӣ˲䣬ǲԶͻȻըʯ͸ֽˮ䣬ס˵ȥ·
ߣ׿Եת䣬һ䷿ǽһСһ²ֿ⣬˽˿һ˽ȥȻ˻ָԭ
ӽäϷĶԶȥ
׿͵˵ϣڴ۵βסãȻ......ô

150


ֶҡҡͷǽϢ֧һȣͷǽϡ
׿ͻȻأЩ˾Ͳ±Ʋ𣡡
Ǻֶ˵
ʲô׿һȭǽϣѵôţ
侲һ㡣ֶؿʲô𣿾³
´ѧĸ߲δŵǿ
޷Ҳɱʱ򣬵һ뷨˼άӱܣȻãȻ꣬ɡ
˴Сǵսʶȴڴ˿ССĵһΪΣЩѧĶ̥ˣ
㻹ǵĺгôֶصˣ׷ɱ˲գ۵ĺûеǣѧɿܲ׷ϡ
أѵǺһô
ֶЦˣʱƽЦúܷɣұ˼Ҫöࡣ
ûʱѧϰˣʹֻῪûףʹ㻹ûбҵûѧôɱˣڱҪᡣ
ֶվɨһССĵңȻĿһطסˡ
һصĵǽǡȥģǿյġ
ƣźͨͨľǻܴͨ򿪣רõġ
ڻԪĵͼУ沢ûбһ

ֶͨѶлС𣿡
ڣǵˣ
һСӣǾӵʽۣѾ׸ˣл褵˷ܣ׼ȥˣ
Ԯˡ
ҵظоԮͺãһֱڹʲôָ֪оܡ
ͨѶͻȻһ˵ֶǰɣξԮӵĶӳǷŶλһλã㴦źȦΧλãһֱͨ
ֶͻȻֱͦˣֱͨ
ԣ޷ֱӽ룬Ҫܳһ·̣ǲܰȫӵˡ
ˡֶȻ˿¶һߵСڣõ˰ңֱӽź
лҪ˵⼸.......أ
Ͽٸddlȥҽ˰
һܼǿս


ȥƨһͷĳͻȻŭһӽˮ˰ɣ
ֶͨѶƿԶ, һͷƽ, οڣ, ໰
šٳ³һ, ڲжʱ, žõѵ֪źΧ¶ٱô֪ͨҵ·жٻô
ڲֶ֪׿һۣ׿ûб飬ؿһ֪ˡ
ƨ
ͨѶдҿԵ, Լͬѧĳο, л褽ӹͨѶֶ̫ˣĵľİΣ, ԮӶ, ͲҪˡ
û, ҶԼġ
㿴лתͷ͸״
ǱһңֶѶȥ, Ҳû˸˾˶ٸźлѧм׸
......л褽ӹͨѶ, ң˫ɣ, ʣѾȥӦˡ
һ㡣ټֱҪץˣְͨѶ˻ȥԹԳĹȾǣ
ֶ˵ʲôȴһͻıը
СĴڴͨѶﴫҿռ䲻󣬻ֱײ
סլ
ôڳ𣡣
ͨѶܻܲϵûУٲ֧Ԯֻȥ濹ˣ

151


.....һ˵ӿɬźѾж˶ӣﶼǵˣôϵ磿
˵......ͨѶշȥͱλˣǻѧסôġ
ֶᡰɽ롣ߡϦڣ١
һͷûˣ֪Է
߰ɡ
......ҧгݵܷ.....ÿһܷ
Ƕˣ˭Ĺ񰡣ԷǺƵɱʱѾһˡ
˵ֶ򶨿ڣʵѾðڿ˲ĹͲǹˡ
ʲô˼
ΪʲôϢôӹܸ˵۾õ֤ͨģڳӴôãΪʲôƽгûеֿ켣ںһж
ֻܶϡ
Ѱɳ٣˲֪ѵֶǵľûͬţһλˣͷľԲıţ
һͷɫѿ粻
Ĵ㣬ǵǵĹŽġǵĲٵÿûԸĺ˰Ҳգ޵ľǡֶͨѶؿ׿ԡ
׿Ҳ˭Ҳû˵
ŤͷԼѧЦˣһһ㰡
˫æƨԶԶȲ׳
л褸ϣԣֶ̫̬ˣֱпӣ
٣.......
̫Ѩʲô취أǾˣҪû˵ǹ֮ǰǾͲЩˡ
׸Ҳȫܿ캣ͻṥ
ô죿
һͷֶ׼ƻסֱͨĵô˿
˦˦֣š
׿ԣ......
뿪˵ʲôȴһɫһ䣬׷ȥ
ȻںСӽǻ㲻ԼԶ
Ƿɴ
Ǵӵؿǵķ
˵ɫѿȻʲô
һɢس棬ץץͷ......ҪѾҵһˣǾͲ˼ˡ
һڽµʱһ죬ȻǴ˷ĲҽС
ǲǣǾԼ΢΢һЦԵôа񣬡㣬лСɰ
ͨѶ˷һһ
˫ɹʮ˴ȻһȭϣҪл褣˸ӣ
Ҳɫѿл˭һ¡
лɫҰףһ......ҼˣǸսϾȵǸк
˵Цɣ˫ץˣ㲻ҪСһܾͳôԵ쳤𣿡
尴סţⲻˣӻǸĿѧңоĲһʮһǰͻȻͻȻʧͯӾ𣿡
ľǺ죬һжԽ͡
ΪʲôҪл褹ȥ񾭲ɣ
ǰδеѹ֣ǶȻǺͬеĻһǧٶѧʲôҿ۹ֱ˰ˣǾӢ
ԼŰ£ıߵˣҾͷıߵѧŶ˳ͣըǡ
ʱͷҵغܣ˭˼ȥ˼۹Ǳҵ˭ǵľԮӻʣһ׸Ѿв˿ʼܿƵشл褡
˵Ŀǰͷʢľѻ֣ĺƢǸ˼˰ĺúӡ

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ŰƨٴαߣʲôҪ룡ٲҲһѧȥˣ
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׸յ͵˱㣬ٺüβͨѶȻַ¡
ǲֶͨĺ롣
ǽ㣬ͨĵͼ.......ƨ˵ʲôǻ
ֶͨѶ۾ҪȥźٻǴߣȥȥǡ
׿ʮֳһȥ
һ㹻ˡ
Һһȥ
ʲôֶͶ䣬˭ڷƨ
Ҫȥ
......
ֶ˳һ⣬Ŀɿڴؿ׿ԡ
һˣ϶û˷㣬ȥȥ͵Ϯ׿侲ҪңȻҲϲңҿԸȥңȻһԵҾͻᱻץס
ȫˣᡣ
ڵĺ......
Ȩȫ˹ٵ㿪˵Ϣֶ׿ԣĺӣ֮ĺӣǵүүַƽ
޷ҫ
ֶڽ⿪˽ͨУûеƹܣźܿڱϣֻǰС
·¶˵ֻкڰֹĻ׽˱Ʒ衣
˶ҧ
ʱ䣬֪ȥá
׿ԵԼ......еȻ󽥽ûϢ
ֶ˾ͷһͬ壬ϣûнŲ
һ͹Ȼ豸˽ȥ
һ죬͸һ˿ߣȻ˽ƿ
ֶͻȻ
һǹͻȻУ׿ۼֿ콫أһǹգڶԷ׼ڶǹʱֶӦͻȻֱӽ˵ڵأ
Ťһǹɳȥ׿ԼǹΡΡܹȥֶס˲䣬Դһǹ
Ѫ˱̵Ѫһ
ɱ......׿͵ذǹӿ㶿Լ˫֣ɱˡ
ֶĨһϵѪǹӥǣͻۣǺ
......׿ûзӦ١
ȻûʱӦˣһǹѾ˲ˣܸϽ뿪ǻᱻΧ
ߣֶ
һ¥ĵڶ㣬ȥ͵һȻѸսǺ
һ㿿ǽϡ
ںڰĻ£ģ㾫
вΧ˹Ȼַɢ飬ѡ䵥֣Ȼ·
֮һСʱһֱѰһ뱻ź
ΪһƬǺˣźΧҲûж˼ֵǣǸ񾭲һĺͷ
ôֱ
źĴűƿֶ˲ɴ۾
ԽѲŵ۹ʽľװ߳ﻹǸЦˣ
˹վЦŵô
ԽѲЦһҲ㣬ֻҪҵĿĴﵽ˾ͺá
װһֱܺÿǴ˿̵۹ľװȴԵøϣ·͸ô߹
Ҿͦ뱣ıߵˣ˹˻֣㿴һͬѧһȴĵ۹ѧԣû˵ĵ۹
綼ģô
ԽѲı߶ѡ㿴ŰɡУƾʲôûԪΪвͶɲ̫ӡ
ʾ𣿡˹ŵ̾ߴˣͳˡ

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̶ͨѶͻȻ˹Ժ󣬵ͨѶҾ˵ɡ
ת뿪˴˴
ֶ׿ţȦˣƣ
Ѿǰ˭Ҳ޷ƭԼ
Ѿ뿪õʱڶʲôҲûã˲ͷϵĺǱ˽ȥ
ȻԵǸӵĵ·װãսԱ±ơ
٣ǽˡֶͨͨѶӦô
......ͻȻǣɹˣ
š
Цˣɳƣãڰźˡûа취ֻܻٵ
֮ǰַܵźţĿǰƣǵλãǻپԮ
ʱٶ˵ݴ˹ֶⷽһ㾭飬ǰؿʼ֡
ȻܲҵǣͻȻ𼱴ҴҵĽŲ
ˣɫһ䣬Χȸ̽ģ
Ǳ¶ˣ
׿ܹȥϣͬһʱ⿪ʼײܼӵ׿ϣĳ˵ײ
һ°......ֶǿѣΣٿ쵽ٸһʱ.......
ˣڳǻԸȫʬһݵ
ȻƤӵǱ룿

ű͵ײˣ׿ͻȻźһ߷ȻһѣŶԷԴһ
ֱ˳ȥ
Ȼ׿Ҳ˳ȥźݺһأϺֱӻ
ֶԭأ·ͻȻɵһ㡣
ЦţһŲ׿ԵϣѹȻְذײȥ
ֶҽ͵˵ſڣѾ򲻿ˡļڲƤоԭȥˡ
ȻȥϢ׿Ըȡʱ䣬˷ѡ
ȻϢ͡ŶߵĲҽУʼԻٳ
ֱٴα߿ѾѣεıԵͻȻһ󺰣ܳôǵľԮô죿
һ̨Լǰò̹٣ϵѣ

һֱ˯ȣоµĵذڵ, ֱӽˡ
һȦؿ, Ȼƺĵʯͷ, ͵һ, һֱײŰϡ
ֶ......
Χ˾Ϳѵײͷ, ٵԴλϷе
......Ϸһ㡣̹ûסڵ
......̹٣ֶ˦˦ͷߵ״þˣ׿أ
ҲĴ󵨣ֿȭ洳, ûҪǳô죿
ֶԴ, ʹ̹٣ҲʽۣĸսǰҪô
, ˵㡣̹ǰų, Ѿ뵽ɢ, ƶѾܹˣ߹˴, ɳסۡ
ʲôҲ˯˺ܾðɣֶʵ
ãŹСʱ̹ʹ, ܿһƿնʯܲ;ò̫ˣǶڴ, õͷˡȻǵϢˣһ붼ûеһ죬ǳ
......ֶɨһȦΧôˣ
ڳӵĩβϾˣ̹١
û취ûоĶ顣̹ƵͷǶԵǾִůԺ϶һ顣ȻôţǸӭǣֹ˼ڳ𣬴󲿶Ӹ
ȺСңҡ̹͵һƯƣʣ¼ˡ
̹Ǽ˾
̹١ֶǰȥǣа˰ڶϡ

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̸У......ͻȻ뵽ʲôɫøѿ
ҪȥȺӵפأܰ˴ҲãҲж治̹˵仰˼ѾԣȻΪ˸ҪȻؿǹİοǰѾƣ˽£ǸϣȥӪЩѧ
ϵȻ嶯˵㣬ҪĴָ̹ỵ̂üľսûźҲûУ˭ϵԮ
공ּ
ͻȻֶĶĤʼʹһһĶĪ𣬷·һ޴Ĺķһ
ӹƵͻȻһȻ󳹵׺˲䰲˼롣
ץȣǳȥ̹ٿ̣˦һٰʮȣβһ죬ǲͣ˳ȥ
ֶת˦˵ϣͷĿȥһ޴Ӱڳ֡
ڳ˴ģɱ
ջеڣȴûгʤ׷ת뿪ǿУ˶ǽץŰ֣޹ġ
Ҳ֪ΪΣͻȻһ̵ĸоһӵﱻبڳӵǰĳӸûа취ͣ
ֻѡ御ȥ
ҵ𶯴޴ѹȸС
һжֶŲԼֽţӳ˳Ĩһ°ͣղûаںãҧ촽һѪеˡ
Χʱû
̹һߵĳŴ򿪣̹٣ҪϽߣ̨ײ֪ʲôʱͻ׷
û˻ش
......ֶһһȻӲж
ȻѪ˳ֶһʼΪͣɫԡ
......̹٣֨¡
ȿָͷֵޱȼӲ
̹ķλ̫ãΪתֱƿĲӸ˹ȥȻˢ˵һѾˡ
ѪǴġ
ֶͻȻͻˣ޴룬ƽֶǹģֻ˿ڣȴ֪ôȡ
̹٣Ľҽҩأ֣¼˺
̹ٵָ΢΢˶Ѿ˵ڵϲдš2֡
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Ȼ̹ͷһᣬײˡ
ѵ̹ٶǻӻ֣˵ϻȴҲûгֹ̹ٺŲСʱǰһ̻ڴҡһѪһء
ǰҲˣԣ׷Χ˹սһȦ۾ˢغˡ
ûϵ.......һʿЦúǿҶϰˣǳ綼Ҫʬɳġ
˵ףǿҵӣȻô¡
඼ֲɹǾβһˡ
л׻߷ôֶ侲ʵ
㲻Ҫ嶯Сѡʿļ磬ȳˣҵһȫĵطȴܲ
šֶӿ֣ߵ2ųϣ۵׿ԱԼıϡ
û˵ҽ侲һ㣡ʿץˡ
Һ侲
侲Ͱһߣ
š
˵ֻ
֪ˡ
......֪ͺá
ţˡ
......
ǲߣֶ˿һСͷǵľԮ
ǧʼԼȴ粽С
ʿӵΪ㱳ıǧߵ
ֵֶһֱ侲侲ز˼飬һߵʿᣬȴۿûк졣

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ˡʿֶ棬ҺǻȥȸΣ
׿ԵֱذͱȻ󱻲ڵѹָ֪ļжֻܾߡڼֶһֱûһʧȥǵӡ
ʿڴ￴Ŷѽ̹ٵʬڳȻ󽥽ɵһڵ㡣
ͨѶﴫ֪ͨʣѾҵͻܲʣ׸һӡ
ǻصⲿʱĿռվܲڴ˴ʿ׼ȥ㱨ȴ㤵طֶ֣ˡ
һ̨ױˣ˭ôģܲıܻ
ֶۿĻƽ
ʮûɱˣ

Ħûױȣȴû˿ˣֱӪͻƲһ̣ݵسǰ
̧֣䣬һųĻ⣬һҽط顣
λͬѧڳ˽ԶûǽֹģͨѶ룬ֶδţֱӵ˹رա
װĺŻųһٿըֶʻ׼ߣһ̨ɵĽһȭȥֱӰȥһ
ˡķӣ˵ڳų̂ô£
ѧģץסһʿҧгʵ
ɫӣȻֻܿǵʬˣ
ֶԥʬ屻£ͻȻ̨Χסû˿ɣһڣ˶Էе·Ȼһ̨׳ȥ
˷ٽ֣ԽԽľ⹥ٶ.......S
ҪɱһϽ˲ţ
ȻɱĸֶѾ˼任ȻһǰأصĻױߵĳ浹ɳȥ
ֶ׷ȥһŲڻ׵ͷϣģ
ȻַӦˣûܵġ
˻׵ͷ౻ƻڵڼʻյλãһ죬˸ӣױϡ
һɱɱڵ̬֣Ȼֺس֣һʱȻûмܵס
Ťͷ˲䣬һƳ˹ŹǷһ̨
ֶλһǣ޷׽켣ۿеĳҪ˹ϣ˹ЦеûжܣбȴͻȻ̳һ乳Ĺ¡
ֶĳ͸
˹˫ֱأЦúܱ̬㿴㶯ңΧܼеĻѾȫеֶϣ˹ȴ˻֣ʲôǴ򣬲һǳûзȵ¡
ԽѲûһ飺֡
ֶҪ
ԡ
һҪɱأ
ûѡ񡣡
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̫ӵ°˹Цݼûпǹ˵ģԸߣǾ۶ĳ֫˫ۣ޴ȥ·ˣĻ.......
ʣµĻȻû˵꣬ԽѲԼǻоҵ
뷨......Ȼᡣ
Ǳѹֺܶƫִ𺡣
ֶȴҧһһһԽѲ˵ڣǳ㡣
ͺΪ飬ռǣԱս޶ԣͬѧ˰ٶˣͷȫŵɱ˹
ϣҴûʶ㡣
˹ͻȻƴЦɣ˵ûԽѲһ·ˣǲģ㻹ʲô³֮˳ĴԴϲǣ

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ԽѲ¶һ˿ЦֶҺܸлǵ˾һҪѪҪţͬ֡
ͻȻʹһѪ񺮿б˷磬ɲǼѩء

ʱ˹ͻȻɫͨѶ󺰣סǣЩˣҪ˰ٶ˻ʬ壡
ܲĴ󲿶õǵ׼ģȴʱԥˡ
ǵʲǱˣ´ѧѧǵδҺŵĺ
ȵȡֿţˣ
˹ͻȻͷĿѡ
ʲôʱ£ôģ
ֶǿͻעʱ򣬰˫˻оԮӾȻǱ룬ҵ˹˵ĵطǱס˫֣ŵרŵĽ˰棬һ漸ȫܵĻʦ
ܶѧԺѧͲ֪ӰҲû˼ȥ˼Щ
ʱɹȣܲıںһ
󲿶ɨ룬ѹ
ˣˣ˵ǣѾǵˡ˹ԼרףҲҪ汳뷨̨սҼöڵƶߴȥЦŵɳȥ
ԽѲֶƿͬʼˡֶ׷ȥȴ̨û׺һ̨սסȥ·
ܶѧԺѧĬҲôסȴȥ·
ֶֽշ˽
ԲȻܿɺޣǶӿڵĴع飬ܴδ
ֶôǸٵأ
ˣ
ǺǡֶЦЦ˵ͳô˶ðݸ۹£³ȴôҡ
ʲôʱǰʧֶޱ顣
˳˸ȻŴ󲿶ˡ
ؼžһУڳ
лҪ˵ҿдͷTAT
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βûꡣܲɳ˴󲿷ȥ߾ţûȨ̤ǵΧ, ֪
Ȼǵǵ⡣ǣڲ, ҲͲѧʿԹĵˡѧÿͷε, û©ĺ, Ȼæһս衣
˺ų̈, ˿ըʽĹ൱һֳݻ٣СҪá
Ȼ˵ֻ©ʱ򣬰ǰǷڡŽһȺ, еڱռãȻ֪, ȻȻ򣬼Լ¡
˭ռ˶һֻҪͷʲô߰ıš
Բûʲô÷ֱЩǻҪչС, ѧŻˮ, Ȼֻܻȥ
Ǹ𣿰ˤӡ
ֶбƳһۣ㲻ʽʦˣ
ܽһ, Ե
Ҳû˵ŵ˲ȥĿưӣͻȻӦ, ŭԣڲ鷳𣿡
ֶ˫ַϣһϴӡ
ܲıĿ⿴Ѿ, ˼û
ָ棺ûڳʹû׸ƽɵ˺
ûƽ񡣡ֶ侲ҽĵصڴӪ롣
˵ӣôȷ㽵ĵصֺܹרҵѵĻױλзԲ幫֪ô֪ٶôĽǶʲôΧڣһһýڽ
һ, Ȼֶ侲۾˲й

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۹ûпԺҪôǸУϣҪôǸͷͬǿҵţֶֹУ
ѧһ񻹼ǵã˲Ϊս
׳̨סֶͻȻڵ
ҪðƤ
ֶͷ
Ұ
ֶ......
оÿ˶ƤĴô
˵ϵ̻ߣͻȻֵ˻ˣȻֻǲ׿ԻٵźϢǣƺ˾˴ЩҾһ£㣬ȷԼ϶ڼţ
ֻҪ϶ôǾʷһһͻþˡ
ֶԥҲֻܻȥ̳鹫˾ˡ
ܣ......һĮŶ
Ͳһֻܻȥˡ
ʵڼţҪԼ齨һֳֶɵģһİ˰ٶӢ
ѧ˺涼¿ɸɣʿҲɵزˣĸһ𣬿ʼ齫Ϊָ̫࣬㵽ֽƣ׸ϯضɱݱ
β⻹ûнʱܻȥѧҲͣҲѵЩʽ۸ɴߣӸЩͷһһָǰǸܰĹػ
һۣǼ¡
У֪Ҳû˵ʲôСѧѾȥˣѧʼż١ңԶı߾ʽʿĴݲС·һСĻᱻȥһܣϸᱻŵȽѵ
Ƿˡ
ˣȴûһԹԣŵָһָǼ£ǰûй£ǴջıѧУѧĶöࡣ
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ô£
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Ȼѡų˰ٶ˰Ŀŵʮλܲ߻ϣȻǵڲͶƱֶ˳
֧ոµĶʽ͡
Ȼڵ۹սͻȻʱֶҲϢǵųλãǽף漴Ͽʼǵܳų׵ȶȣһųôʧˣû֪ȥʲô
ֻٲ˿ʼע⵽ͻȻ˴ʱ̣Щ㻷۵漯ţе߶ּҳе鹫˾Ȼֹǣɢʮ֮һı߾ߣʼ
ǻףǸ߿ƼɴӶͶȻ裬˳Ĺ̹߾ڿԴҪҳ˭Ϊʲôô£ȴĿɿڴطֻ֣һССү
ǸʮֲˬСү
ģȻߵе㸴ӣҲһʼʹڵģֻҪǹصɽͨÿɽķɴϽһ˰......ƵЦ˵ϳϿңԴ۵׿ͷ

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ΪʲôҪëûС̸У
ô򵥵¼ֱֵһ㹻ˣαҪ
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򿪼ص˲䣬
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ֶҲͷߵĳʳұϷɶ͸ɶϷһС
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лһƺȥصһӡ
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лҪ˵Ԥ....ϻһQAQ

ȵ۹ԭǽֳϵĹңٷ֮ʮĲƸŰٷ֮ʮĹ, һìܲɵ, ǳҪԼһ
ıǴϲ׼м, ȻҲĸ, Ǽɵķ, ȻҪǵĻ·
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һӵľĬ
˫Сڣ......Ҳ̫öټ, Ѿˡ
ˣͱͱߵл褡
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ؿڵɳϡ
ֶӦˣ......ԣ󳾰䶨, һʤԽѲԻ洦ռϷ磬Ϳ·˹ı¹Լ, ӶԻûҴ󲿷֧֡ռϷ磬ֿĵȥ·˹ĿӸԪ壬ȫԲó
ɳϼ˵۾Ѿ㣬Ѳ
΢΢һЦԡ
Ѫ
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